Hare Krsna adorable Gurudeva! Please accept my humble obeisances eternally 🙏👣🪷🎵 All Glories To Srila Prabhupada! All Glories To You Our wonderful Gurumaharaja!!🙏👣🪷🐝🌲💃🏻

I'm cursing the time it took me to get ready to dance because I couldn't see Sri Sri Gaura Nitai in his celebration (although I saw them in Mangalartik and help in the Pujari!!!!) and I couldn't be in his class live Gurudeva!! in Gaura Pournima!!!!

after mangalartik enter the pujari! who gave me mercy to take second initiation!! , it was wonderful, the most wonderful thing I have felt in several years!!... Then I wanted to go to cook with the devotees, a Hindu!!!, another wonderful moment, then the ecstatic Harinama Sankirtan!!! with You!!!!, .. but then my material body was exhausted, what a anger... and I had to dance!! ,

the devout who did Dance Odissi, decided at the last moment that she would not dance with me and they warned me, rested a little and began to prepare to dance when the kirtan began. The devotee Odissi helped me change but wonderfully I was anxious to get down to the program, I should have taken advantage of her anxiety to go down together, but I preferred her to be happy going down soon. And I prepared myself the last thing that was missing and then when your class arrived I had finished Gurudeva...!!! I felt so bad... but I tried to recover for my service.

I know I can't be in everything, but how can I not be in your class during Gaura Pournima?!!!!=, I horrify myself !!!.. And since I'm not going to be in a flour with my beloved Gurudeva?!!! I always think that I would like to have been born with the clothes and jewelry set ready to dance at any opportunity. I think it's part of my sankirtan that makeup is good to enhance gestures, and well-placed jewels so they don't fall while you dance, and if I do this fast... everything goes wrong, I wasn't born to do everything fast or to eat fast... 😃

Please forgive me for not having witnessed your adorable sweet presence during the wonderful class of Gaura Pournima. Although I will see the video I know it will not be the same. Every time I am more surprised by the force of time and my forgetfulness that every moment does not return.

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Before leaving my beloved Santiago Mandir, I wanted to say goodbye to you (although I didn't want to leave your adorable lotus feet 😭). I once heard a devotee say that the programs with you helped her stay grounded... and I instantly thought: it's the opposite for me 😊... my feet want to fly away... and I don't pay attention to my earthly situation... which isn't good if you have to be a mother, wife, preacher... (one side of the coin, of course). So I decided to arrange my trip to the bus station and take care of the last things at the ashram so I could say goodbye peacefully.

But when I arrived, you were no longer there... I also confess that I am too shy to speak in public or in front of several people. The moment of mangalartik with you and your permission to sing to Tulasi Debi, your kindness, was a beautiful farewell. I now say to Krishna: why do you give me so much nectar if you are going to take it away afterward? You are so cruel! Why is my house so far from the temple? I am meditating that my greatest happiness is kirtan and dance, and this visit made me see it very clearly.

Thank you for your time in reading this letter, Gurumaharaja. My devotion to You grows ever more wonderful and profound🪷💦

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Please forgive any unintentional offense in this letter. You are my soul and my life. Without you, I would be dead... while still alive.

Trying to be a better disciple, mother, friend, to please her lotus feet and those of Srila Prabhupada. Please bless me, so be it, the most important thing is that I want to return home where everything is love, dance and eternal sing for Govinda who loves us the most!!

Japa Prati Jalpa Radha Devi Dasi.

HpS - Hare Krsna. We could only ready the first half of this letter in detail. 🙂

In general, I was also very sorry that I could not see your offering to Gaura Nitai, but I was also exhausted.

This is spiritual life, no?

The Maha-mantra gets us our of Maya, but then It helps us understand what our priorities are in the Spiritual World.

Yes, we cannot do everything.

Going to give BG class now!

Thank you!

Your association is a regular part of our Sankirtan.

Always hoping Franco and Gopal are finding their place in the eternal Sankirtan of Gaura Nitai.