All glories to Srila Prabhupada. All glories to this wonderful Gauranga sankirtana that is saving my life, for if I had never known ISKCON, my life would be meaningless.
Please accept my humble obeisances at your wonderful lotus feet, which are my eternal refuge. Dear Gurudeva, I am infinitely grateful to you for receiving your beautiful association; it has truly helped me so much.
I have recovered my 16 rounds and my sadhana, which I was losing a little. You and Maharaj Yadunandana Swami have given me back my life, and I feel very happy in Krishna consciousness.
My life has no meaning without spiritual life and without the association of the devotees, and above all, the connection with the guru is very important. I felt that I reconnected with you.
Thank you very much. Dear Gurudeva, I am not a good person; my character has become difficult, but if I can say something good about myself, it is that I have unwavering faith in Krishna, the guru, and the devotees.
I would never leave this connection. In every moment, good or bad, I have never thought of leaving ISKCON, so I will always try to hold on as tightly as possible to Prabhupada's and your dhoti. My health is not good right now; I have too much stress and anxiety, perhaps due to my very high thyroid levels, but I am going to cure myself with Ayurvedic medicine, japa mala meditation, sadhana, deity worship, and Hatha yoga.
I have a tendency not to express what I feel and to keep my pain to myself and not talk about it, but I feel that this affects my thyroid even more, so I will try not to stress myself and express myself better.
HpS - Jaya!
And my current partner gives me a lot of affection, helps me in my spiritual life, makes it easy for me to travel and do parikrama in India, I receive from him the affection of both a mother and a father 😅, and I feel that my life depends on him.
He provides me with a lot of protection, so I'm fine in that sense. Please forgive me if I don't talk much in person sometimes, but I want you to know that I admire, respect, and appreciate you very much, Gurudeva.
It's been 15 years since my initiation, with ups and downs in my spiritual and material life, but my faith is always loyal to Srila Prabhupada and to you. Thank you for these 15 years of connection to Sanatana Dharma. I know that your body is tired, especially your eyes and ears, but please forgive me for sending a rather long letter this time, and I will make the next one shorter. Thank you very much for your love, care, and protection that you are providing to all of us. Thank you for helping us advance in our spiritual life little by little, because without a guru, nothing is possible in this world, absolutely nothing. Your disciple who clings to your lotus feet, Nadiya Nivasi Dasi.
HpS - AgtSP! Thank you for your association. From our point of view you seem to be doing O.K.
Yes, ups and downs, but I don't know if I could have done better if I were in your position.
Even if we don't perfect our service in this life we will take our progress to the next life.
Become a pure devotee as soon as possible!
Hare Krsna!!!!
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