Hare Krishna Maharaja
PAMHO AGTSP
I wish you a very fruitful journey in your service to Srila Prabhupada.
A few months ago, my doctor changed the dosage of one of my medications, which led to a decline in my mental health.
It has been very confusing and difficult this time.
I started hearing voices in my head; sometimes it was Radha, Krishna, or the devil.
In the end, it's just a ghost in my head.
Every time I chant the Maha Mantra or engage in any devotional activity, this ghost bothers me, confuses me, and takes advantage of me.
I am tired, so in order to have a peaceful life, I will stop being a devotee.
I will stop my spiritual practices and cease associating publicly with devotees.
I am sorry to discontinue the process, but it is best for me for now.
My obeisances and thanks for everything.
Piyari Mohan das.
HpSwami AgtSP.
If it is a ghost, it doesn't seem that agreeing to it's authority will make you happy.
Hari bolo!