Hare Krishna, dear gurudev. Please accept my obeisances, and all glories to Srila Prabhupada.

I hope you are doing very well in all respects.

HpS/ASA - so, SO, S O, nice to hear, agtSP, from you! .... this is the material world.... there are problems everywhere. 90% of our progress and satisfaction is getting up early now and getting our rounds done before mangala arati with enthusiasm.

it puts a new perspective on our day!

who is KRSNA?

By the mercy of the devotees, I chant my 16 rounds quite poorly and follow the principles quite well.

I am realizing my spiritual state as very, very poor. I feel like I'm not only licking the bottle from the outside, but I'm also very far from the bottle.

HpS/ASA - Well, at least, agtSP, you know there is a bottle!!! Socrates and the Bhagavad-gita both comment that it is usually only 1 in a million who have realized that there is a bottle and something to be got!

I feel like a complete fake. I can sense my false ego boasting and being indifferent to my spiritual poverty. It seems as if I don't want to be helped, that I'm deliberately wasting this life. It's as if I have shackles on my legs, and there's a force preventing me from taking them off. It's very sad.

ASA - Us too! Yet Krsna is more kind than honest, so He trying to find ways to move us! He won't give up. Every Mantra you chant has lasting effect. It is the best thing you can do for you and the whole world too.

hk hk kk hh / hr hr rr hh

I continue to study psychology, also mediocrely, many subjects in a short time.

HpS - Jung??? What books???

I made things very difficult for myself by bringing my mother to live with me. A month and a half ago, she broke her hip, and being alone with her became more than a challenge.

In the community of devotees here, there have been four divorces so far this year. Four marriages remain.

I also wanted to ask you about worship at the Radha Krishnacandra Mandir. Do some devotees who are pujaris not follow certain principles? Is alcohol, marijuana, or infidelity a factor? Even though the proposal is meant to be like home worship? Does this negatively affect everyone?

What is the most reasonable course of action in this regard?

HpS - Where is the Radha Krsna Candra Mandira? If it is Grhastha home temple is one thing and if it is official ISKCON Temple it is another.

And what about my personal state?

HpS - Do you mean, BsAS, Chaco, Chatamarca...???... 😄 We do not know too much more about your Personal State, Province, except what we hear in these posts, news from your neighbors in [?] Cordoba. If you mean your personal Krsna Bhava Amrta then that is even more rare!!!

The more we hear about you, the more we are satisfied.

The less we hear about you, from you, the more we are worried.

Just because you can't be Romeo and Juliet doesn't mean you should get divorced, no?

You may have to have a car, you may have to have a spouse. It is a practical, but can develop into transcendental, relation!

Thank you very much, Gurudev, for your immense mercy, and please excuse my inadequacy in devotion and discipleship.

Hare Krishna, Gurudev!!!

Your well-wishing disciple, Campaka Lata dd.

HpS/ASA - All the Monkeys want to visit your Ashrama and Cordoba in the good weather and play in the trees.

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Hare Krsna querido gurudev. Por favor acepte mis reverencias y sean todas las glorias a Srila Prabhupada.

Espero que usted se encuentre muy bien en todos los aspectos.

Por la misericordia de los devotos canto mis 16 rondas bastante mal y sigo los principios bastante bien.

Estoy realizando mi estado espiritual como muy muy muy pobre. Siento que no solo lamo la botella del lado de afuera sino que estoy muy lejos de la botella. Me estoy sintiendo una completa farsante. Puedo percibir mi ego falso vanagloriarse siendo indiferente a mi pobreza espiritual. Parecería que no quiero ser ayudada, que estoy deliberadamente desperdiciando esta vida. Como si tuviera unos grilletes en las piernas y hay una fuerza que me impide quitármelos. Es muy triste.

Sigo estudiando psicología también de manera mediocre, muchas materias en poco tiempo.

Me compliqué mucho trayendo a mi madre a vivir conmigo, hace un mes y medio se quebró la cadera y estar sola con ella se volvió más que un desafío.

En la comunidad de devotos de aquí han habido 4 divorcios en lo que va del año. Quedaron cuatro matrimonios en pie.

Quería preguntarle también con respecto a la adoración en el Mandir de Radha Krsnacandra, algunos devotos que son pujaris no siguen algunos principios, alcohol, marihuana, infidelidad, a pesar de que la propuesta es como una adoración hogareña, esto afecta negativamente a todos?

Qué es lo más razonable a este respecto?

Y de mi estado personal?

Muchas gracias gurudev por su inmensa misericordia y disculpe mi inaptitud devocional y discipular.

Hare Krsna gurudev!!!.

Su bienqueriente discípula Campaka Lata dd.