Hare Krsna Maharaj,
    Please accept my humble obeisances at your lotus feet.
    All glories to Srila Prabhupada.
    All glories to Guru parampara.
 
    Maharaj, as you says, I will start reading Upadesamrta every day.

    For me OUR GURU MAHARAJ is every thing.

   I don't have any thing in this world, which I can say 'mine', other than MY Guru Maharaj. You are
   going to allow me the right to say - My Guru Maharaj. Which i was waiting for a long.....................

    You know, Maharaj, now I will have some one, with whom i will be able to say my heart without fear.
      
your aspiring servant,
Gopal Biswas

HpS   -  Yes,  keep Upadesamrta in your pocket and CC or TLC in you briefcase, desk, altar.        In NOI read the instructions by Jagadananda Pandita at the end of Text One.   Can you memorize them??   "Vairagya bhai..."?