Hare Krishna, Guru Maharaja,
Please accept my humble obeisances. All glories to Srila Prabhupada. All glories to you Guru Maharaja.
I am thanking you a lot Guru Maharaja from the core of my heart for giving me a chance to serve you personally during your last visit to India (at Radhakunda). I am trying to understand you more and more so that I may be able to serve you in a proper way and please Srila Prabhupada. I am always praying to Sri Sri Prahlada Narasimhadeva Bhagavan for your good health and long life, and sincerely hoping for your coming back to India again soon.
HpS - Thank you!!! We appreciated your humble, very, very determined efforts to serve us and the Vaisnavas.
Please realize that we are just one spark of Srila Prabhupada's mercy. As appropriate, please do not neglect us, but also please realize that there are so many ISKCON devotees that he is sending to act as channels to him.
Serve them (him).
We had nice Vyasa Puja program on 31/12/2024 (your holy appearance day) at the house of your disciple HG Chaitanya Dham Das at Hailakandi District (neighboring district of my place, Cachar) of Assam, India with around 100 devotees’ attendance. I humbly did glorification of you for 15 minutes even though I am very shy in public speaking. I have distributed some Krishna books in Manipuri on that day. All our godbrothers and sisters here, happily gave donations for the program. I went there two days ahead for the arrangement and other sevas. I am sharing some pictures from the program below.
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Guru Maharaja, today, I would like to ask you few questions of my life. Kindly forgive me if these are offensive and disturbing you by considering me a stupid disciple of yours.
My father passed away when I was very young. He was the only person who was supporting me like a backbone in every aspect of my life.
After my father passed away, I have been facing a lot of problem, I have been trying to find out someone who can have some love and care for me. By the mercy of Vaisnavas and Krishna, I came in Krishna consciousness.
Fortunately, I found you in the form of my Diksha Guru. Serving you and instructions from you are the only strength of my life. I don’t know whether it is because of the loneliness, I feel depressed most of the time; sometimes I feel like committing suicide also. Please guide me on this issue Guru Maharaja.
HpS - I have almost identical situation to you. People may put on a big external show, but everyone is just little three year old children in so much anxiety because they have not mother or father or big brothers and uncles present.
Only solution is suicide... followed by waking up our real life.
That is what I do.
16-rounds is an effort to kill my material existence. as that disappears I can concentrate on waking up, shaking us, my soul, self, to get back to work!
The work in Goloka is being disturbed because we are not there to make our unique contribution.
I have a very weak mind. I don’t know whether it is by female nature or not. Living alone is quite difficult. Many times, I feel the need of a person who can be my guide, support (in the form of my husband) in my daily life, and who can take me to you and Srila Prabhupada. And, there are also a lot of derides from the society because I am an unmarried single woman. Considering all these, I feel like I should get married. I would like to get advice and guide from you Guru Maharaja in this regard. I will follow your advice. Is it good for me to live a life of Brahmacharini or get married? I get varied opinions from many senior devotees in this regard. Some say not to get married; some say to get married. I don’t know which one is good for me. Please enlighten me on this Guru Maharaja.
HpS - Generally speaking, Prabhupada, Krsna, are very strict. Get married.
If you can't find some jiva soul in a male body of blood, bones, muscles, nerves, covered with skin and decorated with a mustache, then marry KRSNA. Marry His diety. He will do that in Kali yuga, but most practical in this lifetime, find another moron like you [us] and act as vaisnavas in marriage.
Guru Maharaja, please forgive me for disturbing you. I am sincerely praying for the mercy of Sri Sri Gaura Nitai and Sri Sri Prahlada Narasimhadeva for your good health and long life. Please bless us with the opportunity to serve you personally again and again in the future at the places like Radhakunda and Manipur
Thanking you always to be my spiritual master.
Your humble servant
Manjuali Devi Dasi
Cachar, Assam, India
HpS - We are thinking of our visit to you little tower in Braja. It was so much fun. So nice to meet your family.
Everything is O.K.
Deal with these problems like some rain drops falling on a sunny day and focus on your journey!
Only a few minutes until these bodies are finished.
