En este glorioso día de su Sri Vyasapuja, por favor permítame Glorificarlo:
Estuve meditando la mejor manera de expresar todo el Amor que siento a UD. Querido Gurudev, .. reflexionaba en el verso del Bhagavat Gita 7.1 "la Suprema personalidad de Dios dijo: ahora oye, ! Oh hijo de Prtha! cómo mediante de la práctica del yoga con plena Conciencia de mi, con la mente apegada a mi, podrás conocerme por completo, libre de dudas " querido Gurudev, dentro de todas las tribulaciones del mundo material y los ataques de Maya, entender que todo que Krishna hace y permite es bueno!!! no es fácil, pero, la plena Fe en ud el Devoto puro de Krishna que siempre está orando por nosotros para que Krishna nos dé la inteligencia para llegar a la vida espiritual, eternamente Feliz!!!
no tengo mucha internet, pero, tengo mis antiguas clases de Sankirtan, cuando habían reuniones de Sankirtaneros en Perú, me tropeze con una hermosa carta de un Maestro Espiritual a su Discípulo, la carta decía así: " conozco tu miseria, las luchas y tribulaciones de tu alma, las diferencias y las enfermedades de tu cuerpo sé de tu vilesa, de tus pecados y te digo lo mismo: Dame tu Corazón, Amame como eres .. si esperas ser un angel para abandonarte al Amor no me amarás nunca, aún si eres vil en la práctica del deber y la virtud, si vuelves a caer en aquellas culpas que quisieras no cometer más, no te permito de no amarme, Amame como eres, quiero el amor de tu pobre corazón, no esperes ser perfecto no me amarás nunca.. acaso no podría hacer de cada gramo de arena un angel radiante de purezas de nobleza y amor?
deja que te ame quiero tu corazón, ciertamente que deseo con el tiempo transformarte! pero, ahora te amo como eres, quiero que de los harapos subas con un gran grito: Krishna te Amo!! quiero únicamente el canto de tu corazón, no necesito ni tu ciencia ni tu talento, una sola cosa me importa "verte trabajar con Amor por Dios" . hoy estoy ante las puertas de tu corazón como un mendigo, llamo y espero, apúrate a abrirme. no llegues tu miseria, si conocieras perfectamente tu indigencia moririas de dolor, lo que me heriría el corazón sería el verte dudar y no tenerme confianza, quiero que pienses en mi a cada hora del día y de la noche, quiero que hagas la acción más insignificante sólo por amor, cuento contigo para darme alegría, no te preocupes por poseer virtudes te daré las mías, cuando tengas que sufrir te daré fuerzas... pero, recuerda: Amame como eres, cualquier cosa que suceda, no esperes ser santo para abandonarte al Amor no me amarás nunca! vamos, vamos, cantando, cantando Krishna!!!
Gracias eternas querido y Amado Gurudev, por el amor que nos está dando, que es la fuerza para seguir adelante en mi torpe e inútil vida!!!
Su insignificante sirvienta
M. Jambavati dd
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On this glorious day of your Sri Vyasapuja, please allow me to Glorify you:
I was meditating on the best way to express all the Love I feel for you. Dear Gurudev, .. I was reflecting on the verse of Bhagavat Gita 7.1 "The Supreme Personality of Godhead said: Now hear, O son of Prtha! How through the practice of yoga with full Consciousness of me, with the mind attached to me, you will be able to know me completely, free of doubts" Dear Gurudev, within all the tribulations of the material world and the attacks of Maya, understanding that everything that Krishna does and allows is good!!! is not easy, but, full Faith in you, the pure Devotee of Krishna who is always praying for us so that Krishna gives us the intelligence to reach the spiritual life, eternally Happy!!!
HpS - we already have that life! just have to get back to it, today, no?
I don't have much internet, but I have my old Sankirtan classes, when there were meetings of Sankirtaners in Peru, I came across a beautiful letter from a Spiritual Master to his Disciple, the letter said like this: "I know your misery, the struggles and tribulations of your soul, the differences and illnesses of your body, I know of your vileness, of your sins and I tell you the same: Give me your Heart, Love me as you are... if you expect to be an angel to abandon yourself to Love you will never love me, even if you are vile in the practice of duty and virtue, if you fall again into those faults that you would like not to commit anymore, I will not allow you to not love me, Love me as you are, I want the love of your poor heart, do not expect to be perfect you will never love me... could I not make of each gram of sand a radiant angel of purity of nobility and love?
Let me love you, I want your heart, I certainly wish to transform you with time! But, now I love you ... You are, I want you to rise from the rags with a great cry: Krishna I love you!! I only want the song of your heart, I do not need your science or your talent, only one thing matters to me "to see you work with Love for God". Today I am at the doors of your heart like a beggar, I knock and wait, hurry to open for me. Do not let your misery come, if you knew perfectly your indigence you would die of pain, what would hurt my heart would be to see you doubt and not trust me, I want you to think of me every hour of the day and night, I want you to do the most insignificant action only for love, I count on you to give me joy, do not worry about possessing virtues I will give you mine, when you have to suffer I will give you strength... but, remember: Love me as you are, whatever happens, do not wait to be a saint to abandon yourself to Love you will never love me! Come on, come on, singing, singing Krishna!!!
Eternal thanks dear and Beloved Gurudev, for the love you are giving us, which is the strength to continue forward in my clumsy and useless life!!!
Your insignificant servant
M. Jambavati dd
HpS - Great letter. Seems like Lord Caitanya talking to Sarva bhauma Bhattachary!!!
Hope you get 600% help in your Sankirtan and all of your efforts to give the greatest good to everyone!!
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