TlgaSP! Amado Gurudev,

por favor acepte mis reverencias y permítame ser perdonada por los años en que estuve alejada de su corazón y de la gratitud incondicional de Srila Prabhupada. Fueron años de mucho ajuste de Karma que con la bendita aparición de mi hijita, maya disminuyó su gran influencia y la conciencia volvió a recordar la verdad eterna. Agradecida de las Vaisnavis que siempre estuvieron presentes y de usted amado Guruji por su infinita tolerancia, paciencia y compasión. Siempre, aún en mi más baja oscuridad, recordaba su dulce amabilidad. Y en ésta Vyasa Puja agradezco la oportunidad de poder escribirle y tener su misericordiosa atención. Deseo que usted mejore su salud y se sienta muy bien (reconozco el gran egoísmo de mi parte en esta petición). Sueño con poder verlo y compartir con usted como antes, está vez junto a mi dulce hijita. 

Feliz cumpleaños mi muy querido Maestro Espiritual. Que el Glorioso y protector Nrsimha Deva lo siga cuidando. 

Con mucho amor y respeto,

Ekangi DD

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TlgaSP! Beloved Gurudev,

Please accept my obeisances and allow me to be forgiven for the years I was separated from your heart and from Srila Prabhupada's unconditional gratitude.

HpS/ASA - Speaking quite esoterically, agtSP, we really thought about your esteemed self often, hoping the best for you as you wandered in the world or Shakespeare and Don Quixote. Monkey was pretty sure you would come back up: She's too mean to drown! 🐒

They were years of great karma adjustment, but with the blessed appearance of my little daughter, maya diminished its great influence and my consciousness once again remembered the eternal truth.

I am grateful to the Vaishnavis who were always present and to you, beloved Guruji, for your infinite tolerance, patience, and compassion. Always, even in my deepest darkness, I remembered your sweet kindness. And in this Vyasa Puja, I am grateful for the opportunity to write to you and have your merciful attention.

I hope your health improves and that you feel very well (I recognize the great selfishness on my part in this request).

HpS/ASA - Should we all just pray to rot and die as soon as possible so that we can get back to our real life and responsibilities in Nabadvipa?? 😟 of course, if Gauranga wants us here, then O.K.!!

I dream of being able to see you and share with you as before, this time with my sweet little daughter.

ASA🐖 - little piggys are really the cutest!

Happy birthday, my very dear Spiritual Master. May the glorious and protective Nrsimha Deva continue to watch over him.

With much love and respect,

Ekangi DD

HpS - Thank you so much.

Practice loving sense objects in this world as replicas of Goloka, but chant nice rounds etc to see the REAL form of our associates.