Hare Krishna Dear Maharaj,
All Glories to Srila Prabhupada.
Please accept my humble obeisances.
Dear Maharaj,
This is Lakshmi, daughter of Raktak Das and Acyuta Priya Devi Dasi. It has been a very very long time since I have written to you,
HpS-ASA -- AgtSP, yes, but we are also slow in responding.
...and this is the biggest shame of my life. I have always thought and thought to write you, but never actioned these desires. I have a million things to write to you, and how I want to have your association, but I am also following you on Twitter, and I know you are in Radha Kund now, perhaps ready for the next phase of your soul's existence.
HpS - now spain
I have been scared for years of this, of your departure. You are the only one I have ever seen as worthy for me to take guidance from, the only one I wanted to. But as it is, I have been stuck in Maya. My spiritual life is lost, I personally feel very lost and I don't know what I am doing and where my life is headed, spiritually or materially. I don't want to write too much as I am aware you are also very busy and do not have much time to read too much.
I suppose, I am simply asking for your guidance, some last instructions from you. I want to know. I wish I could be there in Vrindavan, able to have your association and serve you, and learn from you.
Dear Maharaj,
Please forgive me for my negligence in contacting you. I hope I may hear from you soon. That will make this life successful. And I hope that I can receive some instructions from you.
I really hope you are okay, I know the health of the body deteriorates, but I wish that you are well. I hope you are not suffering. My relatives visited you recently I believe, they are the most fortunate. I am so happy they did that.
Please give me some instructions.
I am forever in your debt.
I wish I could've fixed up myself and taken initiation from you years ago. Now I am more lost than ever. I am so selfish, even at this stage, I am still asking for your help, rather, please Guruji, let me ask you, how may I help you actually. Please tell me if there is anything I can do.
Hare Krsna.
Your servant,
Lakshmi .
HpS-ASA - Really nice to hear, agtSP, from you.
How is the Bhima?
You could be worse. Could be thinking being in Maya is great.
We may live, as turnips, in this body for 20 more years
Don't know.
Just making best estimate.
90% of our instruction is to chant Hare Krsna, read the KRSNA book and follow us on Twitter.
We only hope to be a door to Srila Prabhupada.
There are many.
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Write again December 14th.
Get hold of yourself.
Become the genius you are supposed to be.
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