Jay Maharaj!

3 weeks ago by mercurio3 in Personal Sadhana Reports

HK Dandavats Pranavs Maharaj! PAMHO AGTSP!

All glories to Sri Sri Guru and Gauranga!


How are you?


HpS/ASA --- Probably, agtSP, just like you. Advancing in serving Krsna in this hospital!!


It’s been quite a while since I don’t write you, I was following you via the Monkey Warrior WhatsApp group and it has been good to see you what seemed to be happy in that country side temple, with Guru Prasad Swami was it??


HpS - Was Yadunandana Swami. Yes, we also slow to answer. Went to Radha kunda for three weeks!



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Well here I’ve been feeling better thanks to your advice and the local devotees support, I kept myself away from my ex and I’m getting better. I’ve been working on my Sadhana, waking up at 3am, 3:30 sometimes, and I’m doing some morning and simple yoga routine, followed by a Japa session, and before that I’m worshiping my Gaura Nitai deities, and a picture of Radha Krishna (in the meanwhile I’m recovering economically in order to acquire Radha Krishna murtis) and also Nrishimhadev.


I have had certain subtle attacks time ago, and Prabhu Sankirtaneshvara told me I should worship Narasimha, and read the Narayan Kavacham chapter from the SB.


So I’ve been working very happily on my routine as I told you and discovered that I have to be very strict with what I eat for instance. So I keep associating with the devotees, doing service and attending to regular Sunday programs. Ans I’m hearing Prabhupada’s lectures daily! That gives me a punch of energy!


Maharaj I’m keeping myself as far away as possible from external mayas, but internal mayas appear to have gained some extra strength, I’m trying to figure out how to become chaste, could you please give me some advice regarding that?


HpS - For us, agtSP, it was great help when we started offer bath to our picture of Radha and Krsna on our altar in Sacrament.

Even though with a very nice wife, we found our sex, romantic, desire satisfied when we offer Radha and Krsna nice clothes, bath, perfume etc.

At least clean their altar and look for flowers.

Sex desire :>>


Maharaj there’s another thing I would like to please ask you, as I told you some years ago I wasn’t quite following vaishnavism, and was by then when we had our daughter with Ivanna, and well now I feel, as I told you, our relationship would be impossible, we have taken different paths, so I’ve heard from Dhanvantari Swami that marrying more than once entangles oneself even more to samsara, so my question is, should I remain unmarried the rest of my life? Should I get married in order to have some support for raising my child?


HpS - Everyone is different. For me, one nice wife with nice scratching and biting was enough.

We both tried our best to be married couple, but could see it was not going to work at that point.

So, I headed to Sannyasa and after six hears she remarried.


Get married or don't get married. Look at the weather forecast and take an umbrella or don't take and umbrella.

Practical decision.

Prayer to Krsna for advice... Hare Krsna Hare Rama...

Talk to nice people, devotees who know you.

See all the advice in SP's books, and make some choice.

Not too important.

but..

99999 x more important.

Chant Hare Krsna.

... on beads,

.... following four princely pals,

... regular Temple morning program,

... perfect you Sankirtan in Srila Prabhupada's orchestra!!

Thank you!!!

THe whole world thanks you.


thank you very much for everything!

HK!


Federico Molnar