Without hurry but without pause

3 months, 2 weeks ago by bhaktanicasio in Personal Sadhana Reports

Hare Krishna Beloved Gurudeva,

Please accept our humble obeisances,

All Glories to Srila Prabhupada,

Dear Gurudeva,


We are still living in the Sri Govardhan eco-village, along with our dear wife and our little daughter Margarita.


Some days, Benjamin comes to stay with us, although most of the time he lives with his mother.


HpS/ASA - AgtSP, your 'first wife'. 🤔


Our eldest son is in Europe, traveling and taking his first steps into adult life.


We remain enthusiastic, trying to fulfill our initiation vows: 16 rounds and the four principles.


However, some days, due to our lack of sincerity and material desires, we behave more like Bhakta Nicasio than Nikunja Bihari Das.


We feel very bad when that happens, but very good when we manage to fulfill our initiation vows.


Recently, at a birthday celebration with the devotees, we were chanting the mahamantra in a kirtan, and suddenly the leader of the bhajan began to sing "Govinda Jaya Jaya...". The vibration changed automatically, and I was able to experience for a second the potency of the holy name and the importance of chanting only the mantras established by our Founder Acharya.


Thank you, Gurudeva, for always reminding us of the importance of being connected with the holy name, as the most crucial point in our spiritual practice, especially when doing it early in the morning, after our morning program during the brahma muhurta. Thank you for being a living example of Srila Prabhupada's teachings and for always being so accessible to us, your fallen followers, who undertake the difficult task of developing Krishna consciousness in family life during Kali Yuga.


We will try to send you a small report every Ekadasi to stimulate our refuge at your divine lotus feet.

Attempting to serve you with many shortcomings but with tenacity.


Your stubborn servant,

Nikunja Bihari Das.


HpS - Obeisances to you all. hope the other letters today are also useful to you.

KK HH!


Life pushes us to look for the eternal.

so many relative truths and relations fall away.

Prabhupada chants HK HR with such simplicity.

He is satisfied.

https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=rvXbRgygqic&pp=ygUcUHJhYmh1cGFkYSBnb3ZpbmRhIGpheWEgamF5YQ%3D%3D


Is Mantra you heard?


Prabhupada chanted and glorified and the beginning of ISKCON later did not.

Hmmm?

Maybe devotee chanting had a different understanding of this Mantra than his understanding of HK mantra even if it was superficially heard from Srila Prabhupada.


O.K. Now tilak and Podcast.

Thank you.

You feed us with your life.

Think your first wife, kids, community get life from your sincerity, and you from them?