Hare Krishna, Beloved Gurudeva,

Please accept our humble obeisances,

All Glories to Srila Prabhupada,

We were quite depressed, unmotivated. Your teeth problems, reminded us that you are leaving soon (according to your predictions, odana sasthi this year).

HpS/ASA - Well, yes, agtSP, it is a prediction, but it is like a scientific prediction, based upon available evidence, and a practical date for getting necessary things done.

We were PUSHED to consolidate our preaching efforts, and that resulted in the four movies.

You, so many devotees, should also do the same thing as you get older. Seems Prabhupada was considering what he had done and updating his consolidations in his Purports.

Around October we were certified 40% deaf, and eyes, mental faculties, about the same. Now our vehicle seems to be about 55%.

Only one out of the five movable windows on our Mercedes works.

Yet that is quite enough to good work.

On the other hand, what do any of us know. This might be our last breath or we live in this body until we are 86-years old?

So we started to think that we can no longer bother you with our issues, and that we really did nothing for you but bring problems.

HpS - Please engage us in your Sankirtan according to our utility!

The mind, friend or foe!! Glass, half empty or half full.

When we started to see everything black, we called His Holiness Bhakti Dhira Damodara Swami, asking for help.

Next day he called us, while he was at Mayapura.

That gesture touched us, we realized that Guru and Krishna are always with us.

After a week, we regained our practice, enthusiasm, the glass was half full.

Good japa, daily reading of Srimad Bhagavatam.

Then in FMS you quoted that letter from SP to Jaya Tirtha Prabhu: “You cannot survive without my mercy and I cannot survive without your mercy. This mutual respect. this mutual love, is Krishna Consciousness”. [We edited the previous a little to what we remember reading and repeating]

Touched our heart, gratitude!! We told maharaja about our recovery and quoted that letter to him. He replied: “ Hare Krishna Prabhu. I am always here for you”. We know It's the same with you, you are always there for us.

We hope we can serve you for the whole eternity.

Your aspiring disciple,

Nikunja bihari das.

Ps: We sent a present by post mail with Manu, our elder son, who is in the United States now.

HpS - We got it. A Russian copy of NoI. I have not integrated it with our museum of different language NoIs, but it is in the process. Then we hope to publish a report. Thank you!

Any more news about B. D. Damora Swami or others is certainly nice.

I keep thinking that we can all be together in the Nadiya in the universe where Lord Caitanya is personally present in our next lifetime. It makes me realize how much more purified I need to become.

Every day we learn some more about becoming stronger, more efficient devotees.

Expect some of our readers are doing the same, but even faster than we are.

Let us go to another letter and chant final 3-rounds to 16.