Dear Gurudeva,
Pamho, AgtSP.
I would like to share with you what happened today in my dream.
Just after class when everybody left, devotee came to temple room and sat right in front of me.
We were loooking on each other for like a minute and I was amazed in in thinking that it is Srila Prabhupada. He looked much younger and was dressed in white, but it was Him.
Looking into His huge, deep, beautiful eyes brought feeling of joy to my hearth.
After few moments we had a talk. I felt He was very careing, and asked me if I already decided or I am just trying (Cannot really express exact words, but it meant if I am going to become serious devotee or only be arround).
Then He asked if I had any difficulty, which I replied I had problem with sexual desire. He didn't say anything, but I felt like he send me a message: "It's normal, it will go away".
Suddently I was attracted to watch His lotos feet, desiring to touch them. After few moments I felt encouragement to do so, and He moved so I could put my head on one of His feet. Than he touch me with second one. It was very cute as it seemed He enjoyed that.
After that temple, kirtan started and Srila Prabhupada went to the front of temple room and scene slowly changed.
I strongly hope this experience will help me to become and stay devotee.
Your humble servant,
Anonymous
ASA - Wow! AgtSP. By the Transparent Via Media of the Paramatma these experiences have real meaning! If we remain casual ISKCON devotees, not serious, then we will be great demigods in our next life but we won't be fixed in service in ISKCON in Goloka....