HK Gurudeva 🙏

PAMHO 🙇‍♀️

All glories to You 🙏

AGTSP 🙏

Dear Maharaj, pls accept my heartfelt gratitude for being so kind by asking about my husband's whereabouts. I shall gladly relate to You everything about him at length.

He is an uninitiated disciple under the guidance of His Holiness Bhakti Anand Haridas Swami Maharaj and son of Your disciple Nandini Devi Dasi. Professionally, he is a soldier! He has been regularly chanting, hearing Bhagavatam(whenever he finds time) and following the four regulative principles. Given to unpredictable and demanding nature of his job, he has deliberately been holding his desire of being initiated in check. His chanting also is affected in adverse situations like hard field postings where he had to give time to his job only. While having meals he had to partake onion and garlic -- strictly forbidden for spiritual aspirants although he stays far away from liquor, meat or any other intoxicants. He had sought valuable counsels from many devotees before and they all suggested that he should wait till his job tenure expires. But I seek Your esteemed suggestion also in this regard. Would it be proper for him to seek initiation now or should he wait still further?

HpS - AgtSP! I don't know.

Hari Das Swami can give advice. If no alcohol and liqour, then the onions and garlic may be O.K. as he is a soldier and cannot get other stuff.

All respects to him. Hope he can do this very noble service for Krsna and Bharata.

Dear Maharaj, I beg Your permission to add one more final wish. I had long been thinking about my second sacred reformation by Your Holiness only.

So pls be merciful upon me and tell me when such an auspicious time would arrive in my life ?

I feel I have written at length and wasted Your valuable time. Pls forgive me as I am Your ignorant child who has none but You as the only shelter.

Gurudeva, below I am attaching some photographic memories captured during my marriage.

Your fallen servant,

Brajeshwari Radhey Devi Dasi

Silchar, Assam, India

HpS - Second intitaiton. When do you get up in the morning? Same every day??