Hare Krsna, Gurudev, Dandavat pranam at your lotus feet.

ASA - Lettuce feet.

All glories to Srila Prabhupada

nehābhikrama-nāśo ’sti

pratyavāyo na vidyate

sv-alpam apy asya dharmasya

trāyate mahato bhayāt

Gurudev my realization and reflection is that definitely due to my being part of a established sampradaya , I am sure to succeed.

In my current stage I feel I have done some bhakti so, I might have to take birth again. But I sincerely hope that next birth I won't have the anarthas I have now. I will be born in ISKCON vaishnava family and be blessed with association of devotees from my childhood. This I somehow think might happen.

HpS - Maybe in Nabadvipa with Nimai.

I also feel that maybe by extreme mercy of Radha and Gaura Nitai and yourselves, I might be succeed this life also.

We also!

I have never tried to justify my wrongdoings by philosophizing it. By nature and it's weakness sometimes I fail. But as you said we get up again and try again. I sincerely hope Srimati Radharani will notice that. If not, still I hope to keep trying. Someday my heart will melt and that will attract Sriji Radharani to notice me.

I am chanting my 16 rounds and following the 4 regs . Mangal aarti also somedays .

I also started going to a nearby narasimha temple and sing harinaam everyday evening for 40mins loudly . No one joins but still this loud harinaam kind of gives me enthusiasm to follow.

Some one must notice!

I hope to continue it. Please bless that I can keep doing it. I feel this is better than going to ritwik temple for me now. End goal is to chant harinaam . And here I can loudly chant my heart out. I am attaching the pic of the deity there.

thankyou Srila Gurudev

Please keep your blessings on me.

Rituraj Krsna Das

HpS - Super!!!!! You are a Brahmana. Dhrda vrata. Yet, you should look toward being a part of an ISKCON community comesurate to your nature. Don your flying goggle and take off for the fight with the Flying Circus.

Now we work on our BOEX investigation.

Join Radha Natabara Friday program.

Will Tweet YouTube link.

Thank you!!!!! Best of luck in Sankirtan for Lord Nrsmhadeva.