Hare Krishna Gurudeva
Please accept my obeisances
All glories to Srila Prabhupada.
Now my apologies go to you. You have accepted me as a harinam diksa disciple and I am sorry for making this horrible mistake after stopping my medication. I am burdening you with my sinful activities and I feel bad about it. I will strive not to trip over the same stone again and thereby harm those around me.
Sorry Gurudeva, I am stupid, but by your mercy and Srila Prabhupada's, I am advancing step by step to meet Krishna.
Your servant, Piyari Mohan das.
HpS - Jesus told the people who were going to throw stones at the prostitute, "Let he who is amongst who is without sin throw the first stone".
They all paused for a while, then put down their stones and went away.
The prostitute thank Christ with intense gratitude, and the accepted her prayers, but he said, "Now go, and sin no more".
Thank you.
Try your best to fight against big problems and always make some progress.