Dear Maharaj,

PAMHO AGTSP!

This is our first time writing annual report. I wasn’t quite sure about the guidelines so

HpS - AgtSP. Please accept our humble obeisances.

Thank you for this annual report, birthday greeting.

Yet, the Annual Report is a simple form to be filled in here at the Blog.

To open it touch the Word 'Report' above.

It is mentioned in our original Guru-tattva document and must be filed by our Vyasapuja day.

Disciples can file later and we will look those Reports on Gaura-purnima.

For more general Vyasa-puja, birthday greetings we must ask people send them again later, after a few weeks or a month or so because we cannot look at them all immediately and we must clear them from our Blog folder so that we can see other timely news.

Thank you.

Look for you news soon.

So much to learn but it is eternal knowledge.

we have conpiled from our journal our secret letters to you here 🙏.

On the auspicious occasion of Sharad Purnima Maharaj you gave us initiation on Govardhan in a goshala. You told us you thought about our name for a long time and even asked our birthday and then gave us the name Subhadra-Mayi DD! You said She’s a tough girl! This name will give you strength! And Subhadra is Subhadra to those who are good and Durga to those who are bad! So so so so so so much mercy SHOWERING IN VRINDAVAN. 

That day in evening, HH Lokanath Maharaj sang damodarastakam and I danced like those new comers who come to Krsna consciousness on their first day. For the first time in my life I experienced my first day in KC! It was absolute nectar. I felt like I was in the spiritual world! We were shouting ‘namo Deva Damodar Ananta Vishnu’! So many devotees at the same time! Omggg!

If it is possible for a neophyte to experience ecstasy I was on a complete high for like the entire evening! I danced my heart out! Lokanath maharaj’s mrdanga players, 🤯 what beats. It was a feast for the feet!!! 😂

People can’t take responsibility for even 5 minutes and here for lifetimes Maharaj you took responsibility to take us BTG! Such secure shelter!

You chose the date Sharad Purnima very carefully. Day of rasayatra and also full moon, capable of cleansing all karma! You told us you thought of Gopi names, Radha names and then, ahhh no, Subhadra! She’s a practical girl! Gets done what needs to get done!

That day I went to SP house to chant and felt like I have been found. Bhramanda bhramite over, now Srila Prabhupad holding me! Serendipity. 

I used to think this world operates out of duties but experiencing so much love from you, our heart is starting to awaken to the feeling maybe we can operate out of love sometimes. 

Maharaj I feel like you have gifted me a small place in your home, which, as a sanyassi, is this world, by inviting us on this tour 🙏. We are so grateful we cry tears of joy 🙏. So much to catch up 🙏!

We are following 4 principles and chanting 16 rounds 99% in morning before eating. We are still working on consistent early morning chanting. 🙏

Maharaj, thank you so much 🙏 for accepting us in your life. We know too well we are not deserving of the utmost mercy you shower upon us 🙏. Your endearing, yet always appropriate affection and awe-inspiring humility is an ocean to learn from. Maybe someday some good qualities will appear in our heart out of your mercy so we too can treat our subordinates with such potent affection 🙏!

We are so so dull, we are barely able to take care of you and take advantage of your most auspicious association during your most merciful stay here 🙏. Please give us your blessings so we may get some spiritual intelligence and be able to serve better. __/\o__

Your fallen servant,

Subhadra Mayi DD