Personal Sadhana Report

2 years ago by divya in Personal Sadhana Reports

Haribol Dear Guru Maharaj,


Please accept my humble obeisances

All Glories to Srila Prabhpada

All Glories to you


I am extremely sorry Guru Maharaj for not writing to you for a long time.

Life was very crazy with lots of ups and down… By your mercy I am chanting 16 rounds, doing my Gayatri and trying to engage myself in temple deity services as much as I can.


I feel if i don't engage myself in the temple deity services I have nothing to do… I feel empty… I pray to Kalachandji everyday that please let me assist my Guru Maharaj in temple deity services…

I feel somehow connected through deity worship…


ASA - Jaya! So did the six Goswamis!!


Sri Sri Radha Kalachandji is also very merciful that he has given us shelter in the dham and has given us opportunity to do services.. Though we are not qualified but still the mercy is unlimited.


We are at this stage only because of your causeless mercy Guru Maharaj… we can feel your protection and your presence both in good and bad times…


HpS - We are just deficient mail men. The person sending the letter is Srila Prabhupada and Krsna.


I came to India a month before to complete marriage shopping as Srirama Krishna Das is getting married on Jan 27th and also to help my brother who had his first child…They named her Sita Janaki and Sankeerthana..


In all these circumstances, it is very hard to do daily sadhana with no temple services……I had even missed my rounds which i have kept account of and will try to catch up.


HpS - Nehabikramo naso sti.... That is a challenge for all of us, but if you push, push, push use your problem solving intellingence, then you can get them done and it becomes a habit that you will always have.

Then Maya will send another problem to make you even more purified.


In these family engagements, daily sadhana is very difficult Guru Maharaj, but somehow by your mercy I am able to do, but sometimes i fail…


HpS - You must preach to them by your example (and conversation), then it becomes with an attitude of Sankirtan and it is practical.


First time we got our deities, Sri Nitai Navadwip Chandra to India. They are at my Shiksha Guru (Madhuri Rasa Mataji’s) place to get painted.


Please bless us Guru Maharaj and always keep us under your divine shelter and engage us in your services


Yours Servant

Divya Sri Devi Dasi


HpS - It is just waking up. You are shaking your head, trying to ge the sleep out of your brains, and Maya is trying to convince you to go back to sleep!


Hope to see you soon.