Todas las Glorias a Sri Sri Guru y Gauranga

Todas las Glorias al sankirtana de Srila Prabhupada.

Hare Krsna Guru Maharaj, pamho, estoy viviendo en templo de iskcon san borja ya casi 6 meses, esto lo planee y termino el año cumpliendo mi meta de servir al Señor Jaganatha Balarama y Subadra. Ahora viajaré donde se encuentran mis padres y estar con ellos soy una mujer que le gusta la familia y la armonia en la familia, entonces quiero estar con ellos. Y tambien aprovechare en estudiar ingles.

Mi sadhana durante 6 meses fue mangala artik 4.30 am, 4 principios, 16 y un poquito mas de rondas, servicio de cocina y gaura artik, food for life, sankirtana de libros, harinams.

Me siento muy feliz aqui en el templo... me siento tranquila, prabhu Agnideva estuvo aqui en el templo una semana y pude servirlo y escuchar su buen canto y sus clases... creo que sin tan buena asociacion no hubiera recuperado el entusiasmo espiritual.

M.ganga Mayi d.d. es mi actual autoridad y su familia es muy linda... en verdad me siento muy feliz y agradecida por el ambiente espiritual que me brindaron.

Hice el bhisma pancaka con frutas y agua... buenos ekadasis, mi yapa ha mejorado, mi lectura de a poco va mejorando, y ahora ingiero pocos alimentos, en las noches no como, pero esto es natural en mi cuerpo he aprendido a comer lo necesario.😊

He aprendido en el templo a ser comprensiva y compasiva y controlar mi temperamento.

Tambien estoy aprendiendo a perdonar.

Con respecto a mi asram... en varias ocasiones le escribi el motivo de mi divorcio pero de una u otra manera nunca le lleguó mis cartas 😥, asi que yo tomé la decision de divorciarme.

Hablando astrologicamente soy una chica manglik que tiene a marte en la casa 4, y el haberme casado con una devoto que no es manglik pudo generar divorcio o que El devoto se quede viudo. Astrologicamente nunca fuimos compatibles, pero siempre tengo lo mejor que hicimos mucho sankirtana y servicio y estoy agradecida con El.

Siento que todas las cosas malas y buenas que me pasan krsna sabe porque lo hace y no tengo que reprochar nada a la suprema personalidad de Dios. Pero si estoy consciente que ire al infierno por dejar a mi esposo y lo acepto, pero siempre le oro a krsna que nunca olvide a mi guru y a srila prabhupada.

Asi que entiendo que fallé pero quiero seguir en iskcon hasta el final y esforzarme dia a dia en mi canto de yapa, porque el secreto de todo este proceso es el canto de yapa, le tengo mucha fe al mantra hare krishna.🙂🥲

Gracias por estar siempre conmigo.. ud. Esta en mi corazon.. sienpre lo veo.

Atte.

Nadiya Nivasi Dasi

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All glories to Sri Sri Guru and Gauranga

All glories to Srila Prabhupada's sankirtana.

Hare Krsna, Guru Maharaj, pamho, I am living in the iskcon san borja temple for almost 6 months, I planned this and I ended the year fulfilling my goal of serving Lord Jaganatha Balarama and Subadra.

Now I will travel where my parents are and be with them. I am a woman who likes family and harmony in the family, so I want to be with them. And I will also take advantage of studying English.

My sadhana for 6 months was mangala artik 4.30 am, 4 principles, 16 and a little more rounds, kitchen service and gaura artik, food for life, book sankirtana, harinams.

I feel very happy here in the temple... I feel calm, Prabhu Agnideva was here in the temple for a week and I was able to serve him and listen to his good singing and his classes... I think that without such a good association I would not have recovered my spiritual enthusiasm.

ASA - !

M.ganga Mayi d.d. She is my current authority and her family is very nice... I really feel very happy and grateful for the spiritual environment they gave me.

I made the bhisma pancaka with fruits and water... good ekadasis, my yapa has improved, my reading is improving little by little, and now I eat little food, at night I don't eat, but this is natural in my body I have learned to eat what is necessary.😊

I have learned in the temple to be understanding and compassionate and to control my temper.

I am also learning to forgive.

Regarding my asram... on several occasions I wrote you the reason for my divorce but one way or another my letters never reached you 😥, so I made the decision to divorce.

Astrologically speaking, I am a manglik girl who has Mars in the 4th house, and having married a devotee who is not a manglik could lead to a divorce or the devotee becoming a widower.

Astrologically we were never compatible, but I always have the best that we did a lot of sankirtana and service and I am grateful to Him.

I feel that all the bad and good things that happen to me, Krsna knows why he does it and I don't have to reproach the Supreme Personality of Godhead for anything. But I am aware that I will go to hell for leaving my husband and I accept it,

ASA - Maybe hell is like Lima only a little colder and with mosquitos.

...but I always pray to krsna that I never forget my guru and srila prabhupada.

So I understand that I failed but I want to continue in iskcon until the end and strive every day in my yapa chant, because the secret of this whole process is the yapa chant, I have a lot of faith in the hare krishna mantra.🙂🥲

HpS - Rama said to Laksmana, 'There is no mistake that we cannot correct'.

Thank you for always being with me.. you. It is in my heart.. I always see it.

Atte.

Nadiya Nivasi Dasi

ASA - Sun is going down. It is 4.08PM. We chant HK///HR and walk to/around Radha-kunda.

Live or die, we have pinned our association on trying Srila Prabhupada's path.

Oh! This is not an Urgent message, no?

Is there a fable by Aesop called, "The Boy Who Called, 'Wolf!'"