Hare Krsna Maharaj,AGTSP,PAMHO
hope your health is fine. we know u r expanding Srila Prabhupada movement in Argentina.  here is our fortnight report

ekadsai: no grains taken rounds: 6, dwadasi rounds : 41 after breaking fast.
gaur purnima nothing special: fasting till 12noon. 17 rounds
 

Report date                  9march  27feb    8feb       
avg no of rounds            14          12         14                
mangal arti attended 
in 15 days                      0                  2            2
avg time of finishing
rounds by                      1800           1700      1030     
avg sleep per day          7                 6.5         6.5hr       
SP book avg/day           15              15          15min    
hear record lect/day      5                  20            30min

asrama situation:
1.talked to sri hari pr twice, he told life will be struggle for next 5 years in all aspect.
2. we have frequent tussle with our wife over trifle matters..
3.Sri hari pr was suggesting to take job, but we somehow got attached to phd as we think in long run we can contribute to HK movement.

confession:
in this movement we like books the most,  like to read ,re read, memorize, hear[ these days we are very irregular] but we feel sorry that nothing comes out as practical action....

maharaj we dont what has happened to us our mind or intelligence is always hovering ABAT/KC philosophy... we are always preaching mentally. we dont find any material or academic work of worth. as they are infected with sense enjoyment or hypothesis based research method.. it feel awkward to devote 8+ hrs to such work.[and devote at max 4 hr to the real thing  that to if circumstances permit]. just to earn bread and get ability to pay stupid bills... unfortunately somehow we are not ready to work to just earn money even though we have family..
i think we have mourned enough:

quadro perguntas

Question 1: i am doing X activity for Krsna ? how to make sure that i get attached to krsna not X. as u said once the X gets bigger krsna becomes shorter.

HpS - ASA - By keeping association of nice devotees and following the rules and regulations.

Question  2: how to identify [if] we are trying to compete [with] krsna in opulence of renunciation ?

Same as 1:

 Question 3: we think maya is attacking us by hate [ lamenting] not lust [ usually we hanker for  KC environment]. our mind is blaming people, self, circumstances etc... is there any way out of this hate weapon of maya ?

Try to help the people you hate in their service to Krsna.

Question 4: will taking intiation help us in any sort ?

Yes, but it is the content that is most important not the external formality.

we thank you to advent in our life, and provide us your association. we are very sorry that we disturbu with such  thoughts. but we think we are trying our  best.

we are very bad at expressing ourself through writing and composition..

regards,
harsh

ASA - In what media are you good at expressing yourself?