Dear Maharaj,
PAMHO AGTSP!
I went to Bhrigu Nadi last month. They told me there is a constellation for your current marriage to not work and your second marriage to work. You desire your husband becomes better, but he will not. Doubt has killed your marriage. There is a woman who is acting to kill your marriage (I’m thinking my husband’s girlfriend). They told me some remedies and told me if at all things get resolved by October, they’ll be resolved, else it will get over. Remedies included giving clothing to women, food to birds, water to Surya, and visits to one shiva temple east of our home protecting us. We also bathed in a well and made cow dung swastikas in the temple in Bhandirvan where Radha and Krsna got married on a special day that can bestow fixing of all marital issues. We are trying our best to cover these bases.
ASA - Hare Krsna, Hare Krsna.
We finished our preaching teaching workshop program. Very difficult, abs we fainted from emotional stress, but somehow Krsna sent some help in the form of one prabhu.
Meanwhile my husband tells my father he’s moved on and how to dismantle stuff and wants to stop paying for a home for me. One judge told me I should ask him for place to stay as it’s his legal responsibility. But he won’t agree and now I have to pay all rent money out of my pocket. They want me to stay in Mumbai alone and pay rent and take counselling. Lawyer told more things I’d like to share privately. Even after my father agreed to pay for rent and to leave me here, my husband is shouting at my father 😖. So I can either do a court case or pay full money as he isn’t agreeing to pay. After court case no chance of things working out.
Speaking with the judge made me feel like up till now a sorry can forgive most things, the real fight and damage begins here. I didn’t want to be there even though the odds are in my favor.
Will Krsna protect my marriage vows? I’m still here ready to do my job. Meanwhile due to fainting during our sankirtan of teaching workshop, our brhama muhurta chanting went out the window. Trying to revive this.
Please give us your blessings. Feeling so tormented. __/\o__
your aspiring servant,
Yajnaseni
HpS - If I can breath, I can chant. Do I want something separate from Krsna's Name? Can Krsna vanquish everyone of Kaliya's hoods. We made comments on the details of these topics earlier. Things seem just the same the way you are describing them, so our crumb, bum, bumbling comments are just the same.
We are happy!
You be happy. . . with Krsna. . . He is the best first, second ... 27th marriage. Others are His real or false [pooh, pooh, pootana] representatives.