Grhasta Ashrama

2 years, 1 month ago by hps in Personal Sadhana Reports

Maharaj, PAMHO AGTSP!

I have now moved to Wrangel with my parents and Yugapati Prabhu had already moved to his parent’s home. Like you instructed I tried to write some nice letters to him. He also reciprocated a bit. I’m now able to do my 16 rnds in Brahama-Muhurat. I think maybe this is why Krsna has pushed situation to this limit, maybe it’s the kick I needed to wake up early in morning fixedly so that your Holiness may be pleased with us and give us initiation 🙏. As instructed by your Holiness, we are also trying to pray for both his and my spiritual upliftment. 


Maharaj, my right eye has been omenously twitching for almost 3-4 weeks now. So much has happened since. Srila Prabhupad wrote in the chapter where Srimati Rukmini Devi recieved news that Krsna is coming, before this news her left limbs were quivering as an auspicious omen and if right limbs quiver in a woman’s body, it’s inauspicious. (a few times our left eye was quivering too, until we came to Vrindavan, maybe that was the auspicious omen which has panned out). Maharaj, im perplexed, what more inauspicious can happen now? 🙏 


HpS - I don't know. Could be something materially bad [spiritually GOOD].


Yuga-pati Prabhu’s adulterous night habits give me insomnia, making morning sadhana impossible. I’ve communicated to him I’ll come back home when he does, but now I’m thinking I should go back only if my sadhana does not suffer, which seems impossible.


HpS - Definitely the second option. Without Sadhana you are dead stone. Can't help anyone.


Your aspiring servant,

Tulasi


HpS - HK-HR! Krsna and go, gopa, gopi are waiting for you and everyone you are dragging back with you.

🙂