Hare Krsna Beloved Gurudeva:
I have just read that you are packing ¡¡¡¡ It is incredible how time pass so fast ¡¡¡
I was reflecting on the relationship that I have with you Gurudeva, and I guess it is more mature. I do not need to have your physical association to feel that we are connected. It is all a part of the big Mrdanga ¡¡¡¡ Sankirtan is the center. Nevertheless, it is still important to go and visit your very good self like I did ¡¡¡¡
Nityananda Prabhu always gives me a special mercy. This time I just asked to enter to the altar and touch His lotus feet and the authorities asked me to perform the Raja Bhoga artik ¡¡¡¡¡ I said yes without hesitation.
HpS - ASA --- Amazing!!!
I have to confess that I was a little bit sad, because I was meditating on Nityananda from Wilson. Some devotees were posting photos of Him, but we can see at least me that His sight is not the same. So I felt a little frustrated due to the authorities did not allow me to help with Their painting . I guess is Krsna's plan. Besides that I feel kind of nostalgic due to the fact that I am not going to be able to see You for a very long time. My life has changed a lot. Krsna is so merciful that allows me to have Your association and good devotees friends like Palika, Patraka, Jambavan and so forth
I guess I just want to say thank you for everything, for being so patient. Please never forget if any time you felt that I performed a little tiny sincere service for Your very good self
May Lord Nityananda always bless You
Trying to be your disciple
HpS - There may be a global catastophy at any point and we may be unable to leave Peru and we may be stuck here for the next five years.
Who knows what will happen, but we are all sitting in the same cinema hall watching each other's puppets on the screen but if stop watching that only and come to the real platform we can have direct contact in our permament forms.