Thank you very much for the letter, Yugala kishora Dasi.! We translated it with Google and it was about 75% good translation. Best thing is to send a general discussion of these topics here and we can give a general answer. Then we can arrange for more confidential discussion of details by e-mail with proper company.
We have gone through all these different kinds of problems with the Holy Names, no? They always give us physical and mental strength, and reawaken our spiritual character more and more, so that we can serve Radha and Krsna in whatever situation they place us!!