Namah OM Bishnupadaya, Krishna Presthaya Bhutale, Srimate Hanumat Preshak Swamin iti Namine

Namaste Hanumat Preshak Swami Namo Atiyanta Dayaluve, Kalijuga Pashyate Dese Gandharva Vidya Pradayene.

Srimat Hanumat Prashak Swami, Guru Maharajji, ki Jaye

Srila Prabhupad Gurumarajji ki Jaye

Jaye Shree Krishna Chaitainya, Prabhu Nityananda, Sree Advaita, Gadadhar, Sreebash, Adi Gaur Bhakta Brinda.

HARE KRISHNA HARE KRISHNA

KRISHNA KRISHNA HARE HARE

HARE RAMA HARE RAMA

RAMA RAMA HARE HARE

JAYE RADHE, JAYE KRISHNA

NITAI GAUR PREMANANDE HARI HARI BOL.

Hare Krishna, Gurumaharajji,

Dandawat Pranaam.

Plz accept my most humble obeisance onto your lotus feets. All glories to Guru and Gauranga.

Gurumaharajji i now feel very lonely n as if lost with out getting your kind and merciful association. Plz punish me for my miscreants but i beg you to consider me as dust mole onto your lotus feets.

HpS - ASA --- 🐘 🐘 🐘 Dust from the lotus feet of our great Acharya is in his books, no? So nice to hear from you. He is making big foot prints that we can all follow.

Gurumaharajji its around two years since I met you last. If possible please 🙏 forgive yours most foolish servant ever born on Earth (me), for not communicating you for the last two years.

HpS - We don't forgive you because it is just something that has happened. Now we get your association. This is eternal, after two years, three years...

Gurumaharajji, when I met you at that time my house's homely environment was not at all good. It was highly toxic. Panchali was pregnant and my father, instead of being the guardian of the home started drinking alcohol like anything and used to make home environment toxic by quarrelling and doing unnecessary activities.

On 8th/feb/2020, KRISHNA gifted ur a baby boy. Thank you 😊💓☺💗💛💖 Gurumaharajji for showering your immense mercy that we got an opportunity to serve a baby boy to be a honest and humble devotee in his future life. My father named him as Balaji Dutta.

By then my home environment was a bit better. But on April/2020, first lock down, my father had brain hemorrhage. We somehow managed an ambulance and took him to Guwahati, Rehman hospital. At there they did their best and got him cured. But the doctors told us that because of excess alcohol drinking my father is currently suffering from liver cirrhosis stage 1. And because of Covid, we couldn't go to any better hospitals somewhere in South India for further treatment during that time.

Months passed like this with his health not that improving and was not that getting bad also.

On June/21 my whole family was diagnosed as covid positive. During that time whatever ayurveda i knew, with that knowledge i served the rest of my family (my father, my mother, Panchali and even Balaji). We were all home quarantined but got cured at home itself, accept me. In my case the covid became severe with oxygen level had fallen to 52%. An so accordingly, I was admitted to local hospital in ICU for around 20 days.

But again it was yours immense mercy on me that brought me back alive to home. Thank you Gurumaharajji for saving us.

Now my father's cirrhosis had increased a bit more (stage 2). He was admitted at Silchar medical college in ICU, and from there, this time we have brought him to Medanta Hospital via air ambulance, at Gurgaon, near Delhi. At here Dr A.S. Soin, told me that his liver condition is bad so they are further looking for liver transplant. And so I am the probable donor.

I am singing my 16+ rounds daily but during my covid time i couldn't chant for around 3 months.

Hope to meet you soon if i survive, missing you badly. If my letter have displeased or hurt you in any respect then please forgive me Gurumaharajji.

Yours most foolish servant ever born on this Earth,

Viswambhar Gauranga Das

HpS - AgtSP. We wonder if giving your liver will really help your father??? If it cause you an untimely death and disturbs your service, then that is the greatest loss to him, whether he is in this body or that.

Chant Hare Krsna and get good advice from local devotees!!!

In any case Krsna is everyone's friend and He will give us inspiration to stay on the path back to Him.

God bless your family and son.

Sankirtan.