spiritual master again

12 years, 9 months ago by sriradhedd in Personal Sadhana Reports

Dear Maharaja,

Please accept my respectful obeisances,

All glories to Srila Prabhupada!

Thank you Maharaja, i will be always grateful for your kind words.

Following the local GBC instruction i don't chant gayatri mantra now. I had difficulties and i didn't chant japa and gayatri for a while and after that when i was fix again our GBC said to me if somebody doesn't chant gayatri for a year it is not allowed for them to start again unless they rehear it from their spiritual master. But my guru is not in the movement therefore he instructed me to ask someone to tell me again. His opinion is that eveybody has to get initiation again if their spiritual master fall down.
And he asked me who i want to meditate on when i chant gayatri because i don't have spiritual master.
So that's my situation shortly. This is a long story but i know You have many things to do so i don't want to disturb You with the details.

Maybe this is a sentimental sentence but when i saw You in Mayapur i knew You are who I looked for. So I'm sure i want to follow You, Maharaja. I know i made a mistake and i pay the paper but what happened that happened i can't change the past.
Please give me guidance and tell me how can i serve You.
I read in the blog You will come to Europe in May i would be happy if i could meet You.
Pula is not so far from Hungary so i can join the devotees if you don't mind.

Thanks a lot.

Dasanudasi,
Sri Radhe devi dasi

HpS - ASA - Jaya!      AgtSP!      As far as I understand we can have deep sentiments or intuition. Especially if we are fixed as initiated, brahminical, devotees whether we are formally initiated or not. Preface to NOI and BG 10.10-11 etc. talk about this. Yet, we confirm it with objective statements of scripture of advanced devotees, spiritual master who always speak on the basis of scripture.

For us it has become easy.    We are the servant of everyone. At least in theory that is our effort and by mercy of Srila Prabhupada even a slow student can understand these things!

So, how can we serve you.

Basically we are always publishing the bulletin. Our general information is at the web page, www.jayarama.us . Periodical info in the Bulletin and here we are at the Blog.   We travel and can meet people in their wet-ware (as opposed to soft-ware), we try dance properly in Srila Prabhupada's band and set an example from that.

A G T S P !

Ahead.  How many in your family?   Who are they?