It is alarming, however I do not feel uncomfortable. Is it supposed to always feel in control? Is it the ego or the sense of "control" that one "naturally" must have to feel in order and dont became careless?

We have returned to do service to the temple after a few months, since the work did not allow us to dedicate time to anything else. We make some offerings in the deity's kitchen for Radha Madana Gopala, as well as garlands. The "children" also came from Mayapur (Goura-Nitay) are now in our home. I attach a photo.

There is also new administration in the temple. Prabhu Sankirtan as president. We have had some meeting with the temple authorities, mother Asta Sakhi and some of your aspiring disciples to talk about a possible recommendation to aspire to take initiation from you. We are very very enthusiastic and equally aware of the responsibility that this implies, that is why we find ourselves trying to fight day by day with laziness. First step, because we are a turtle.

Guru Maharaja, there is also the topic of the desire for union with the devotee Vraja Mohan Dasa. What is the most commendable?

UG/ASA- Ask local devotees for their opinion. Marry pure devotee. ie following Srila Prabhupada. Twice initiated or six years following 1st intiation.

It's amazing how we waste time. Mind and body are always looking to do anything else good for nothing. How do we deal with daily laziness? it seems impossible.

HpS - Jaya!