ego state - child harsh

3 years, 5 months ago by harsh_horse in Personal Sadhana Reports

Hare Krishna Maharaj,

PAMHO, AGTSP,


it was our great fortune to meet somebody like you, in our life. your qualities are indescrible by us both we trust you because primarily of your humility (bg 13.8)and criticism free minds set (NOI 5).


anyways we were talking to a hypnosis, and dream analyst. we came to conclusion that according to Transaction analysis( parent, child ego) harsh pradhan's


-child state is pre-dominant, he took his biological parents just as guardian. his child state is revengeful, impulsive, oscillating, kanistha faith , task oriented , short term pleasure seeking, ir-responsible, escaping


HpS - Wow!


  • his parent state is critical , chastiser, slapper, controller, but sacrificing (with expectation to obey, like Indra).
  • his adult state was never developed, never made friend, so his balance is missing....


we tried to find parent in you, there is no doubt that. I dont know when can we approach you just as a spiritual father or master.


You have BW, TB, UG, we know these are subtle companions. Can you kindly describe who are BW, TB, UG... esp we never understood who is BW:


HpS - They all were generated from a little discount book we ready many years ago which we late discovered was like a kids "Journey to the West".

Buck White, Piggy, is like the body. In our case he is usually more sane than Monkey, our mind. More reasonable and down to earth and not prone to gross desires.


i think we also need to name our child state.. he is feeling like orphan, its all Karma coming back.

our child state tends to make us sahijya often. we can not end this gross body, because problem is with subtle body..


if their one can do subtle suicide, leave his mind and intelligence , if not false ego. ?


HpS - Huh? Very esoteric statement and I think maybe not in American English!


monkey salute,

we love to see as our father, but not qualified enough.


HpS - We are in Richmond and forced to use a Mac, which has no pictures, and different keyboard!! Also, seven programs every day! More when we get back to the cave.

Seems like a good psychologist. Is devotee (of some one)?