Perdón Gurudev

3 years, 9 months ago by jambavati dd in Personal Sadhana Reports

NitayGoura premanande!!! querido y siempre recordado Gurudev,

por favor acepte mis humildes reverencias,

TODAS LAS GLORIAS A SRILA PRABHUPADA!!!!

Le pido perdón, querido GuruMaharája, por ocasionar sus lágrimas y ponerlo en ansiedad, soy muy estúpida, mi cerebro es demasiado pequeño para saber manejar mis circunstancias, ... soy una hija ingrata provocando que mi padre me haya buscado angustiado, sé.que sólo me espera el infierno!!! .... le prometo que no volverá a ocurrir, Gurudev!! por su compasivo pedido de ayuda para ésta tonta alma, ... he recibido la ayuda de m. Candramukhi con el donativo de 100 soles y prabhu Janardana, su esposa y Deva la donación de 200 dólares, ... con los donativos he podido comprar libros al bbt pues, ya casi no tenía libros y, con los 100 dólares que quedaron pude comprar lentes para mi padre y, sus demás medicinas ..... Muchas gracias a mis hermanos espirituales que demuestran el inmenso amor que tienen por ud.

Querido Gurudev, estaré reportando periódicamente mis servicios, ...p. Janardana me pidió que compartiera un pasatiempo de Sankirtan: " había subido a un bus, con la mascarilla y protector facial, y estaba por presentar los libros , pero, el chófer subió el volumen de su música a todo lo que da, ... pensé dentro de mi, bueno, seguiré con mi servicio ..... entonces, empezé a hablar por su puesto nadie me lograba escuchar, los libros los tenía en alto para que la gente los puedan ver .... cuando terminé de hablar me senté y comenze a guardar los libros en mi bolso, de pronto un señor que había estado al fondo del bus se me acercó y me pidió los libros para verlos, luego escogió uno y se lo llevó, un jóven levantó la mano y me llamó también se llevó otro libro ... bajé del bus , y, una chica que bajó junto conmigo se llevó otro más, me dijo: te estaba llamando pero, no me escuchabas...... estaba muy feliz! entendiendo en mi corazón, que hasta un mudo puede hacer Sankirtan, recordando sus palabras Gurudev, cuando decía si no tienes voz puedes llevar un cartel y mostrar los libros, ... el Sankirtan día a día me hace recordar que sólo soy un perro viejo saltarin en las calles, llevando los libros de Prabhupada! ...pues, ya todos los libros tienen sus dueños sólo los estoy llevando a entregar, guau, guau.... "

Infinitas gracias! querido Gurudev por ocuparme en su servicio, infinitas gracias por su ilimitada compasión que siempre está orando por sus discípulos para que podamos ir con Krishna!!

Radhe, Radhe, Radhe..

su inútil y torpe sirvienta

M. Jambavati d.d.


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Nitay Goura premanande !!! dear and always remembered Gurudev,


please accept my humble obeisances,


ALL GLORIES TO SRILA PRABHUPADA !!!!


I beg your forgiveness, dear GuruMaharája, for causing your tears and putting you in anxiety, I am very stupid, my brain is too small to know how to handle my circumstances, ... I am an ungrateful daughter causing my father to have looked for me in anguish, I know. only hell awaits me !!!


HpS - ASA --- I doubt it. Probably you will take birth in Gaura lila in your next life time.


.... I promise it won't happen again, Gurudev !! for your compassionate request for help for this silly soul, ... I have received help from me. Candramukhi with the donation of 100 soles and prabhu Janardana, his wife and Deva the donation of 200 dollars, ... with the donations I have been able to buy books from the bbt because, I already had almost no books and, with the 100 dollars that remained, I was able to buy glasses for my father and his other medicines ..... Thank you very much to my spiritual brothers who show the immense love they have for you.


Dear Gurudev, I will be periodically reporting my services, ... p. Janardana asked me to share a Sankirtan story: "I had gotten on a bus, with my mask and face shield, and I was about to present the books, but the driver turned up the volume of his music at all times, ... I thought within myself, well, I will continue with my service ..... then, I began to speak of course no one could hear me, the books were held up so that people could see them ... when I finished speaking I sat down and began to put the books in my bag, suddenly a man who had been at the back of the bus approached me and asked for the books to see them, then he chose one and took it away, a young man raised his hand and called me She also took another book ... I got off the bus, and a girl who got off with me took another one, she told me: I was calling you but you weren't listening ... I was very happy! understanding in my heart , that even a mute can do Sankirtan, remembering his words Gurudev, when he said if you have no voice you can carry a poster and show the books, ... the Sankirtan day by day reminds me that I am just an old dog jumping in the streets, carrying Prabhupada's books! ... well, all the books already have their owners. I'm just taking them to deliver, woof, woof .... "


HpS - So nice!!! So very nice. We have the tryptic that you made as a regular part of our altar and the Monkey and Piggy that you gave us are doing practical work in the Sankirtan and Puja in the room. We were anxious to hear about you. We wish we could be of more service to your good self.


Infinite thanks! dear Gurudev for engaging in his service, infinite thanks for his unlimited compassion that he is always praying for his disciples so that we can go with Krishna !!


Radhe, Radhe, Radhe ..

his useless and clumsy maid

M. Jambavati d.d.


HpS - How is your father? What is he doing? Do you get any association of devotees? What books do you distribute?