Fighting with Karuna Virus.

1 week, 1 day ago by Cruz Santa in Personal Sadhana Reports

Todas las Glorias a Srila Prabhupada

Todas las Glorias a Usted muy querido Guru Maharaja

Por favor acepte mis rendidas reverencias


Deseo se encuentre en buena salud y muy feliz sirviendo a Su amoroso Maestro Espiritual.

Por mi parte, estamos luchando por sobrevivir a este manicomio, este año ha sido particularmente difícil para mi…Han pasado meses desde mi más reciente carta.

... Después de estar en coma inducido por casi 20 días, mi mamá se recuperó del “Karuna Virus”. Sobre esa experiencia ella recuerda muy poco. Dice que en ese estado de “Sueño” sentía mucho dolor y que la mayor parte del tiempo NO recordó a nuestro Señor, solo recordó a varios devotos en algún festival y, también en sus sueños, les predicaba a los doctores sobre el Srimad Bhagavatam y sobre el Ramayana. Nosotras, dentro de todo esto, pudimos percibir la protección del Señor en todo momento.


¡Cuán misericordioso es nuestro Señor! Que aunque mi familia y yo no somos devotas, no estamos rendidas a Él; Aún así, Él Señor nos dio todo lo que necesitábamos y cuido de nosotras en todo momento. Así que nuestras dificultades han servido para dar testimonio de la misericordia sin causa de nuestro Señor y sus Devotos.


Por otro lado, cuando mamá volvió a casa, necesitó muchos cuidados en todo momento. Así que por casi 40 días yo no pude cantar apropiadamente mis rondas. Me sentí muy avergonzada con usted Gurudeva, es por eso que no quise escribirle antes de ponerme al corriente con mis votos. Por favor discúlpeme Gurudeva.  


Al principio, recuperar las rondas perdidas fue muy difícil, pero su misericordiosa asociación a través de FMP, clases online y el blog, paulatinamente nos dio la fuerza para retomar el ritmo y refugiarnos en las instrucciones de Srila Prabhupada. Ahora que nuestras rondas están al día, estamos tratando de volver a asumir nuestros servicios prácticos de forma estable.

Hay otras cosas que me gustaría compartir, pero deberá ser en otro momento…


Muchas gracias Gurudeva, usted me rescata constantemente de mis tonterías, mi deuda con usted es cada vez mayor… Por favor, le ruego que me perdone por causar tantas molestias, trabajaré sinceramente para poder ser útil de algún modo en su trascendental Sankirtana.

Gracias por todo Gurudeva.


Su aspirante a sirviente

Karuna-Sakti Devi Dasi 

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All Glories to Srila Prabhupada

All Glories to You very dear Guru Maharaja

Please accept my bows

I wish you are in good health and very happy serving your loving Spiritual Master.

HpS - Probably just like you, only a little older and a little less serious.

For my part, we are struggling to survive this madhouse, this year has been particularly difficult for me ... It has been months since my most recent letter.

... After being in an induced coma for almost 20 days, my mother recovered from the “Karuna Virus”. She remembers very little about that experience. He says that in that state of "Dream" she felt a lot of pain and that most of the time she did NOT remember our Lord, she only remembered several devotees in some festival and, also in his dreams, she preached to the doctors about Srimad Bhagavatam and on the Ramayana.

HpS - Super, super, super util austerity!

We, within all this, could perceive the protection of the Lord at all times.

How merciful is our Lord! That although my family and I are not devoted, we are not surrendered to Him; Still, the Lord gave us everything we needed and took care of us at all times. So our difficulties have served to bear witness to the causeless mercy of our Lord and his Devotees.

On the other hand, when Mom came home, she needed a lot of care at all times. So for almost 40 days I couldn't properly sing my rounds. I felt very embarrassed with you Gurudeva, that is why I did not want to write to you before catching up on my vows. Please excuse me Gurudeva.

HpS - How many rounds did you fall behind? Were you doing a minimum every day eg. 4? Make them up as you can.....

At first, recovering the lost rounds was very difficult, but his merciful association through FMP, online classes and the blog, gradually gave us the strength to pick up the pace and take refuge in Srila Prabhupada's instructions. Now that our rounds are up to date, we are trying to get back to our practical services on a stable basis.

HpS - Super! Super Chica!!

There are other things that I would like to share, but it must be at another time ...

Thank you very much Gurudeva, you are constantly rescuing me from my nonsense, my debt to you is increasing… Please, I beg your forgiveness for causing so much trouble, I will sincerely work to be able to be useful in some way in your transcendental Sankirtana.

Thanks for everything Gurudeva.

Your would-be servant

Karuna-Sakti Devi Dasi

HpS - Did you read the letter from Karuna-mayi and Ananda Maya Das!? https://monkeywarrior.com/detail/11772/

Krsna will surely give you intelligence and association how to advance :>>>>>> in your service.