Dear Gurudeva,
Pamho, AgtsSP!!!
Hope you are fine and in good health, I m [I'm] really greatfull [grateful] and in debt with [to] you, for allways [always] inspiring and accompany the fallen ones like me. I appreciate so much all the efforts that you do, the fmp, and your lectures, that sadly many times I can't get all of them, with 50% of attention and monkey jumping over me.
HpS - We feel inspired by you! Using so much creative intelligence for Sankirtan and to maintain your Ashrama. Courage, strength, determination. Hmmm? Maybe we are all getting mercy of Parampara in the biggest part?
Many times I fell like in the middle way in my spiritual path, with a feeling of apathy towards the world, a little mixed with melancholy and sadness, and at the same time searching for a real flavor in the Bhakti practice.
HpS - In NOD Rupa Goswami says this is normal.
The Vaidhi Sadhana is much mechanical,
HpS - People pay a LOT of money for machines in this world, no?
. . . but the necessary medicine I need for craziness…hankering for the real flavor, I fell [feel] like licking the bottle on the outside… how to take the step in purifying the felling, in starting to have a real flavor in spiritual life, in which personal relationship settles steadily, not from disappointment in the world but from a positive position in which there is a personal and loving relationship with Radha Krishna?
HpS - By trying to do the Vaidhi Bhakta more expertly, no? Same time looking for the causeless mercy that Krsna sends and grabbing it.
Even a small percentage of sincerity (me) on this path has lasting results! After so many stupid, lazy, selfish years, by the unlimited patience of Srila Prabhupada, I am advancing in detachment from this material world and attachment to the spiritual world (or else I am becoming senile and prone to sentimental hallucinations).
Gurudeva, many changes this times, a strange year, but nice in the inner place… We are at this time taking a big decision in moving to live in the mountains, very nice place, quite far away, there some devotees, friends, inviting us, a project in progress, much ideas, big chance...
HpS - 1. Who are you? What is your position, nature in the situation 2. Who are we? Family, invitees. Their nature, motives. 3. Plan based upon the kind of person I am, we are... 4. Parafernalia eg. land house horse hose hat heat. O.K.?
In all these times change my work more to the online and is good, slowly developing these, by courses, consultations with Ayurveda counseling and therapy, and also starting reading charts with vedic astrology, Maxi Peralta invited me for next month to talk about vedic astrology in a online meeting of symbolic languages, with the Jungian people…
HpS - Super. We are waiting for the final version of the next Solaris and then we can all send it to Maxi, Sonu Shyamdasani, Bernardo!!! We are looking for a Jungian who knows their side of the river and wants to build a bridge to Rupa Goswami's side.
Your insignificant servant,
Madhavendra Puri Das
HpS - Thank you? How is your family?
Nice fotos! Big beets! Scary little girl devil...... Here is link to Co-vis mask with smile!
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