Hare Krsna beloved Gurudeva AGTSP PAMHO:
Gurudeva, today we were invited to a meeting for the "bendita Junta Legal".
I am not going to enter in details here. Nevertheless, there are some steps that they are avoiding. So we declined to join the meeting. LAD and Caitanya Candra d and me. I talked to LAD and both do not want to be in this entanglement. Basically if the things are not done in a proper way. The new board may even go to jail for others' faults
Honestly, I feel that even if I present all the evidence to them. They have their own thoughts. Mathuresh Prabhu approved that I start the restoration of Gaura Nitai. But then after talking with Yamunesvara d they changed the plan. They are going to bring new deities from India and Gaura Nitai will go to Yamunesvara's house. For me that is without sense. They take decisions without any consideration to anyone.
I sent pictures in which we can see that Wilson is having trouble with cleanliness. We hope the administration can do something.
I just want to inform you my reasons. Haridas Caitanya d (JPS's personal servant) called me this morning because he did not understand what happened. I tried to explain, LAD also talked to him. Due to JPS did not understand why we refused to join the meeting.
I prefer to serve teaching but as you now we had many obstacles in the past. I have the feeling that others have more facilities than we do. BURROCRACIA.
In my job there is a lady haha it is a burden to work with her. I can feel her envy, etc. But still I can teach.
Thanks for the FMP. In there I can find good association.
Janmastami is coming. Krsna and Balaram kill demons.
Thanks again Gurudeva
Trying to be your disciple
CMDD
HpS - Hare Krsna. Mataji. In this letter you sound very tired. I feel the same many times.
Sometimes it is a great effort to chant 16-nice rounds. Follow four principles strictly, but then we can see exactly what is our service. Of course, it may not be completely clear, even to Krsna either, because people have free will, but we will see that, "Nobody knows, or is in control, of these certain things!".
O. K. Now we know, so we don't spend much time on them. Just see if we can help with them as things change. We focus on what we can do. We accept that in the end (sooner or later) EVERYTHING AND EVERYONE is going to die, except improving our eternal service.
If we come to the material world in next birth or later our ETERNAL SERVICE will be better. We will be able to serve Krsna better.
Be a big hero, like Draupadi.
He, Govinda!
So, if you do not join the meetings, are you resigning from the Junta Legal?
Thank you.