No taste for japa - Pyari Mohan das

4 years, 4 months ago by bhaktapiero in Hot Topics

All glories to Srila Prabhupada

Hare Krishna Gurudeva

Please accept my humble obeisances

How are you?

ASA - AGTSP!!!! paoho....... About the same as you.

I am better now, I was very sick. Coronavirus attack me, very strong, but no so much. I think that i become sick for my offenses. I start an a fight with the new authorities because i considered that they were not doing well his work, but all this effort create in my hurt a desert and depression that open the door to the virus. My japa become without flavor, very sad situation. 

After of be in bed for 4 days and dont feel nothing with the holy name, i considered surrender to my new autorithie and beg for an apology, and i do. Then of that, my japa comes back, in that moment i realize very much things, but especially my problems with the autoriety, the inclination of be the lider, the controller, the judge. In the other hand i really see my most anhartas, pride, anger, intolerance, impatience, and so much dirt.

ASA - Most people think that they are all right! Don't even see the dirt!

For this situation and my bad action, i decide to leave the charge of temple commander, the new administration want that also. This was a very good experience, full of new goals and challenges. Thank you Gurudeva for give me that instruction.

Please accept my humble obeisances

Your servant clown

Pyari Mohan das 

ASA - Go with us to the other letters!