Hare Krishna Hare Rama!!!
All Glories to Srila Prabhupada.
Dear Guru Maharaja, please accept my most humble obeisances.
Here is Bhaktin Natyelli, again, roll call.
I just want you to know, that you are the light in the road, the principal reason why I feel alive.
ASA-HpS -- We have to comment that we, HpS-ASA, are basically a bunch of petty, selfish monsters, with our minds just under control by the constant years of effort by Srila Prabhupada. We see that our actions are so often burning his lotus feet in the poison of our minds and we try with some sincerity to control ourselves and improve, but if there is any inspiration that you receive from us, then it is 99.99...% from the mercy of your Uttama-adhikari spiritual master, Srila Prabhupad. Don't confuse the postman with the post-office!
This material world is very confusing, call in us to waste the time doing nothing for nobody, nothing for us, but since the time I feel your call, attending FMP, SB class, association with spiritual brothers and reading Prabhupada books we can feel we´re doing something for our spiritual progress.
Since my last report (one month ago) I was having lots of troubles with my sadhana, with japa, and in general with all the process.
HpS/ASA -- Same for us!
I was confusing about if this is really the way I have to follow.
HpS/ASA - We are like 99% sure this is our way. So I guess we can classify as Madhyama-adhikaris.
Now, listening to you, I feel very strong. I'm not the best kind of person, but now I feel I have some vision, I know where I want to go. I want to go with you, to take me to Srila Prabhupada. 16 daily rounds = 1728 maha mantra. 4 regulative principles, offering prasad at home and going to the temple to help in the Radharani´s kitchen, (sometimes Raja Bhoga, Vaikalika, Sandhya Bhoga, parafernalias, etc.) Still helping with some translations and reading with great enthusiasm.
Krishna is very Kind!
He is the best!!!!!!
I was asking for a new job. Since the quarantine took off mine, being a very difficult time in which I had to stretch the money to survive. Fortunately he listened to me and gave me the mercy of a well-paid job where I can preach to my personnel and take time for Krishna Consciousness (during working hours Jaaaaay!!!)
Maharaja, I also have two questions for you, hoping you can teach me how to do my best effort:
First one: a spiritual sister gave me a baby Tulsi (very beautiful) with much affection. Some days before that I was thinking about her and thinking that I really don't know how take care about her, but now she is with me, and growing as crazy, she just came to me. I am very grateful and I recognize all the mercy. My question is: Guru Maharaja, can I take care of her? can I worship her?
HpS-ASA - This is a question that we get often, so we just wrote an entry in the ASA-Encyclopedia at http://www.jayarama.us/archives/asa-encyclopedia.docx. O.K?
Secondly, I was also talking with some spiritual brothers and sisters. Was asking them how do they make a personal relation with you, some pastimes about they with you and their spiritual life in ISKCON make me crazy. I love them!! so... I was wondering, Gurudeva, how can I be your servant? how can I have a good relationship with you? I mean I know have to study, assist to the programs and make good progress, but I really don't feel that I have a personal relation with you. (maybe is because doesn't exist hahaha) I want to be closer to you, of course like a woman, as a bhaktin, aspiring to your mercy! hoping you can give me a few word about these thoughts.
Your lowest, fallen and foolish aspirat to servant: Bhaktin Natyelli
Jaaaaaya Radha Madana Gopala Ki!!!
HpS - Another common question. Thank you. So look in the ASA-encyclopedia under "Guru-tattva". O.K.?
Thank so much Guru for give us the mercy of listening every morning!
ASA - Thank you for everything!!!
