Unhappy Marriage (part three)

3Β years, 10Β months ago by hps in Personal Sadhana Reports

"Esteemed HpS

Please accept our humble obeisances and let us offer all respects to Srila Prabhupada!

We said that our marriage situation has become so crazy that we have been thinking of suicide, but you pointed out that we have died many times and that has not solved the problem, that our actual situation is the result of how we died in our last life.

Ha. ha. ha πŸ˜…πŸ™πŸ». So true πŸ˜…πŸ˜…πŸ˜…. _/\o_ due to your prayers and my parent's affection, feeling physically less ill. Very fortunate Krsna is providing me help and support to go through this period in so many ways πŸ™πŸ».

You all are my lifelines. Everyday am trying a bit more to tell Krsna, He is my only shelter, even though everything is crumbling, I show my insignificant effort to prevent it. May He give me shelter. Whatever He likes He may do with us, we are at His mercy.

Trying to maintain mood of servant whenever we can remember (conditionings). Much much easier said than done."

ASA - We have heard from SP, our seniors and experienced, and first verse of SB, that if we approach any problem with the attitude that I am the servant of all. Let me try to help my husband, even if he is converting into a Kamsa, then we will be happy.

"But just when I think it can't get worse it does. With regulation, sleeping hours, video-gaming, other girls..no end."

ASA - Your only enemy is The Witch!!!! She will use everyone, everything to test you. To try to purify you so that you will get back to work! Goloka!

We were created to do a unique task!

Now we are not really doing it. What can KRSNA do??! He is by nature a complete egoist! Only thinks of Himself and He wants us, demands us to come, back and help with today's playing!?

Why are we staring at that stupid Bahiranga flower out in the field?!!

Well it is a little fun! ... but enough is enough! Sooo... The Witch and the Evil One will come up with unlimited different ways to frustrate your plans to be happy here.

H A P P Y!!😻

Hare Krsna!!!! Next episode in the Soap Opera!!! ....