Hare Krsna Beloved Gurudeva:

AGTSP, PAMHO

It is always nourishing to our soul listen to you everyday at FMP. It is just causeless mercy that you give to us since 2012 with Webex, I recall that I found an invitation from you. I thought this was incorrect because the meeting started at 1:30 am, so I decided to join and there were you and my very dear Madhumanjari dd, we chanted rounds with you until 3:30 am. Later on you invited more devotees, and it was awesome.

I am making this introduction due to I want to make a question that maybe can hurt someone's feelings but it is a doubt that I have deep in my heart and intelligence. Sometimes, and I include myself in this, we kind of overload the chat with our problems, thoughts, poems, dogs (I mention Ulyses quite a few times haha), etc and then we are not chanting anymore we are Chating instead. Perhaps you did not notice but one lady put: " I am a bee and I think HpS like my favorite flower" And I said OMG that was totally inappropriate. I wanted to correct the lady but then I thought who am I to correct anyone?

I sometimes said something about my personal life also.. She is not even in my country, so how can I do that? plus, I do not if that offended You. In addition, I am not just the one who has this opinion, not about the ladies's comment the chat in general. You always said that the instruments should not cover the mantra in kirtan, so I took your words and say to some devotee friends: "The chat should not cover the japa".

HpS - Yes, should be Japa, but it is only opportunity for Darsana, so we include little more dialog that normal. After that, from 5.30-7.30 AM we have time to be alone and chant with concentration. Also from 1.30-4.30 we are alone.

Did not notice ladies comments.

This letter may be nice reminder to focus on chanting. I think it is under control now. Thank you!!

I am sorry if I am too stupid to make these statements, nevertheless I would like your comments about this.

Report: Today I fast Nirjala until 2pm then I drank some milk shake offer to Sri Sri Radha Krsna, Gaura Nitai and so forth. We chanted some japa with Yasoda dd, later I am going to read a little, now I have to continue correcting some project from my journalist students.

ASA = 'o'

The environment in my work at least in one university is so tense, we can feel all the pressure for earn more money haha. Well I try to avoid that as you said once "There is no anxiety in SP's books"

Tomorrow is one year that my mom went back to Godhead.. Special rounds for her tomorrow. I now that everybody says my mother is the best, but she really was. Love you mom.

HpS - Our Mother taught us to say, "Our Father who art in Heaven..." every night from very small. ...

Thanks Gurudeva

see you tomorrow

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Candramukhi dd

HpS - Thank you!!! NoD describes Candra-kanti, a fair faced girl, who decided she would only have Krsna for a husband, so she dance all night on Ekadasi to attract his attention, no?