hare krishna Maharaj pamho agtsp.
Maharaj I am happy to receive your letter thank you so much.
well thank you Maharaj what can i say.. agtsp!
yeah its been few years already like people says time flys.
here the two certificates of the courses that i did at the manor back in 2015.. !
the fact its i am happy i guess due to the mercy of the holy names. i practically haven't stop chanting all this years, more exactly like since i was 15 years old back in Colombia, when i received the mercy some books, now i am 29 years old, so yes i may know many things about this krishna movement, but still stuck in the basics. lets be positive, still chanting.
what happens i believe in krishna´s plan, and i appreciate how things slowly slowly get on place. right now i think i have to keep chanting an praying for things to improve, but the reality its, i don't feel like taking initiation i am not surrender. like Prabhupad explains guru its not a fashion. I think i need more more more time, i don't want to make a mess, maybe even next life. still i keep myself near to the holy names.
HpS - Everyone is different. Srila Prabhupada took initiation like 11-years after he met Srila Bh. Siddhanta, no? Srimad Bhagavatam's goal is reality distinguished from illusion for the welfare of all. Is that O.K.?
The situación, it's still difficult here in barcelona. still locked at home, you can go out to do some sport in a stipulate hours.
finally just want to say thank you one more time for the inspiration and example.
waiting for your thoughts and advice with great hope and emotion.
now we are dispose to chant a round hare krishna hare krisna...! !!!
HpS - Rupa Goswami, Srila Prabhupada, suggest: Think about it very clearly and then set a number of rounds to chant, a sacrifice of your mind and intelligence, each day for a certain time. Eg. I will chant 4-rounds at least until Ekadasi... Then DO IT... don't let your mind defeat your intelligence, and then evaluate the results:
- Was a waste of time. I shall follow Tom Cruise.
- Was O.K. but really I should do 3-rounds until the next Ekadadi.
- I can do 7.....
