(BANANA LLAMA) ANNUAL REPORT / Krsna! Krsna! / Indira-Sakti Devi dasi

4 years, 4 months ago by Isabelle in Personal Sadhana Reports

🌻Hare Krsna dear Guru Maharaja🌻

🌸Please accept my humble obeisances at your lotus feet.🌸

I hope you are very well and that your trip to Houston has been good.

We are very happy and grateful, because Krsna gives us His greatest mercy with your presence in our lives. This 29 we will offer you a nice Vyasapuja and like always, we will also honor the Sri Guru Parampara 💛

 

I also want to thank you, for this space of analysis and mediation about our process, every instruction of yours is a blessing.

 

Your time is sacred, so I will try to be brief and positive in this report:

16 Rounds and 4 principles:

HpS - ASA --- Did you post this at the Report link here in the Blog!!??? Have to do that also to satisfy the Borro Cracy!!!

The principles has been kept firm. About the rounds, there is good news, during your last visit in Lima, I shared with you my problem, about the loss of my rounds. You told me to set a minimum of rounds and beat my mind in order to complete them daily. I did that with 8 rounds and slowly regained the normal standard of 16 rounds 😊😊 Now I am very well, you encouraged me very much with your words, I really felt a failure as a disciple and as a devotee, i was very very depressed,

HpS - Depression is the Black Witches greatest weapon. Always be enthusiastic to progress, even if low down.

but you looked at me and said “you are doing well!” and hearing that filled me completely with enthusiasm, you blessed me! Millions of thanks Gurudeva, I have had many realizations, and it sounds silly but, every time I realize more, that the process is easier the more we understand how much we need it. It is our only and unique medicine. I've been watching some seminars to improve japa on youtube, I saw a 5-part seminar by Amarendra Prabhu called "The Art of Chanting" and I also saw an Urmila Mataji class called "Liberation Through Sound" they have served me a lot, I know that everything I learn is thanks to you, because the spiritual master is the one who reveals the knowledge to the disciple. Thank you very much for being in this world dear Gurudeva, the pure devotees of Krsna are extremely merciful with fallen souls.

 

Studies: You told us that being depressed we have to regain enthusiasm with intelligence, so I read Madhurya Kadambini, I needed to understand my process and read it helped me a lot to become aware of my own situation and my condition. IT WAS EXCELLENT. I am going to read it again taking notes because there are many details that I need to always remember.

Services:

Home: Well, by recovering the enthusiasm and regularity of my rounds, many things are being recovered, the daily puja to our deities, and I have finished making two sets of new clothes to Sri Sri Jagannatha, Baladeva, Srimati Subhadra and Sri Nrisimhadeva . It makes us extremely happy.

ASA - I bet all the other Deities in Chosica are envious of how nice they look and your Deities are very proud. Ha Ha Hare! Picture attached?

In the temple, I am currently cooking on Saturdays, the fifth and sixth offering of the day. I'm making garlands on Sundays. I am also replacing a few pujaris. I have also started serving the Vedabase, with Mitravinda mataji, in communication with Prabhu Prahlad Nrsimha.

HpS - And also running the restaurant, no?

 

Please excuse any offense, awkwardness and ineptitude during your service Guru Maharaja,

 I really want to improve and be able to be your disciple.

I ask Sri Nrisimhadeva to protect you every second and that Srimati Radharani always cover you with her warm mantle of love.

 

Please please please Srila Gurudeva, I ask you bless me so that I can always be firmly established in sadhana and at your service.

 

“…krsna se tomara, krsna dite paro

tomara sakati ache

ami to kangala krsna krsna boli

dhai tava pache pache…”


your eternal servant

Indira-Sakti devi dasi

HpS - Thank you so, much!!!!!!!!!!!! Now we run to the evening program. Please go with Gandharva Das with us!!