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Hare Krsna Maharaj, PAMHO,AGTSP,

our letter crashed once, so we are writing again.

around 18 days back, we again misbehaved with wife and kid. our tolerance has decreased a lot. she left us for 12days, we were somehow able to manage kid, job, home, chanting etc . she just came back. things seems normal.

we are not coming back to rituals or standards. we think we are trying dog hard things, or riding on very sharp razor edge. so requires great focus which we don't have.

Damodar lamp offering is going on.

we are just breathing like bellow pipe, we don't think fighting is good . we dont like it but whenever we try to increase standards we just fumble upon.

may be we are too attached to plastic/infallible soldiers.

we have got job invitation from Banaras Hindu University, Management Department. We will be joining it on 21 nov. Salary is lesser than previous job, still things seem to be manageable.

still figuring whats not dog hard for us.

cursed soul trying to find happiness in money business and dark well.

HpS - AGTSP paoho. thank you for the news. sorry can´t answer all the letters faster. your report seems fine. be enthusiastic. you have the personal association of srila prabhupada in his books. just read as you can. fix some practical japa standard for each report and see how you can solve your partcular challenges. if you so it 10,000 people will be behind you following your path.

here we go to santiago.