Hare Krsna Beloved Gurudeva:
AGTSP, pamho, Very nice to have your association all sundays with our Bhakti Vaibhava group. I feel just fortunate.
I am focusing on my priorities... I know that mangal arti, 16 good rounds, SB is the basis of my service but MAYA sometimes makes me doubt about all this. Whenever something does not work the way I want I just get so madddddddd and frustrated...
I really sometimes have doubts and I am completely honest about this it is worthy to make so much effort in wilson?? or shoud I just do service in chosica for Sri Sri Radha madana bihari our principal deities.. I mean it is offensive to have 3 temples in Peru?? do we have to focus just on chosica??? and in other centers more hear and chanting but the deities like hearing and chanting.. But at the end I come to the conclusion that deity worship for Gaura nitay helps me to not fall down... LOrd Nityananda is so merciful because of Him I just continue.. But for how long??? how to balance my effort? this week I have to go to the altar 4 days and sometimes it feels like a burden and I HATE to feel that way... this service is so sweet ...
Today I remembered your words "focus on your priorities.....chant Hare Krsna" and I did that it felt good......
Please always give me Your Saint association otherwise I will be lost.... I yesterday returned Patraka's silas it was a nice experience...to took care of my nephews but They are at home now..... :)
My mother is chanting her rosario.... we go out with her on sundays she is feeling better...Ulises is growing and growing and jajaja He is a mischievous dude jeje ...
Well Gurudeva thanks for listening.... please send us your blessings in order to continue in this path going back home back to Godhead....
Your eternal servant
Candramukhi dd
HpS - ASA - A G T S P ! ! ! ! paoho. It is 5.17AM here in Kolkatta at the Avion Guest House. Bhakta Nicasio just left for Bangalore with 6000 pounds of gifts and medical books that he is taking back to Argentina!
We will write a DTC so everyone gets the news.
Don't think we have to stay a long time in the material atmosphere.
If we all go back within a few days, that is O.K. Krsna arranges what He wants us to do in His experiments with different toys and games! Even Mother Yasoda has challenges determining priorities. (Should we give Krsna more milk or save his milk on the stove?)
It keeps going deeper and deeper, no?
We are advancing by the process and see the confirmation in the books.
For stronger and stronger association we look.
O.K. Go with us to the next letter!
You are essential part of Krsna GRAND PLAN for Peru and this universe. Realize your Role!