HARE KRISHNA  ,,,,,,,JAY SRILA PRABHUPADA  KI JAY!! ALL THE GLORIES  TO SRILA PRABHUPADA  KI JAY!.

Dear  Guru maharaj accept my most humble and  respectful obeisances , I really  wish  to  become a  kirtaniya  sadha hari , i wish  to sing  and play for Radha and krishna , i would like  to sing hare krishna maha mantra   for  everywhere , i feel  so  happy  when i sing  for  radha and krishna  and i need  to do  that . i'm not a  pure  devotee but  when    i singing  for  radha and krishna  i try  to sing from my heart and i wish  to share  that  to everybody.  i know   we  have  to preach for everywhere and  share  hare krishna maha mantra  , we have  to share  all the glories  to lord  chaytania  maha prabhu  and  invite to everybody  to sing hare krishna maha mantra . 

I'm ignorant but i  have  to desire  to  become a  pure  devotee and  i wish help  to  srila prabhupada  and you in the  preaching . now i'm not trained for  do that  but from my heart i wish  to do these  things and i know  someday  i will  do that . just i need  the bless  of  all  the  vaishnavas and i need   your blessings  me please !! 

 i will  study in calcutta  music  , i have  all  ready but i know  the music  does  not  give so much money .  if  i will  study music  is  not  for  money  is  only  for  serve  to radha and krishna ,  and my other  option  is  study ayurvedic medicine  and in the  future  open an office  .

 So if  i  will study   music  harmoniun and flute and  Ayurvedic  medicine i could work  for radha and krishna  and also  for  help  to my family  . i think  is  a  good  idea  and srila virabahu maharaj  told me  is  a  good  idea  too . 

About my nature in my  life , I talk with one astrologer  in mayapur  and  he told me  that , i have  artistic skills and these  things  are natural to me  . i think i have  nature of  brahmana  becouse i'm very clean and  i wish  to sing  for  radha  and krishna  , anything that  is offered to krishna  are brahminical qualities . and i'm  also ksatria ,  vaisha and  sudra  .  but  i feel  sudra .....xD 

 please !!  Dear  gurudeva  i need  you  mercy . bless me ............xD

 what do  you  think  about  that ?

Cakori radha dd   is  a  little  bit  sick  , she is   still  alive and she  said  is going  well .

HpS - ASA - AGTSP   paoho.  Then why don't you go to Goloka?  Just chant hare Krsna and come out of this costume in this nasty drama and go to Srimati Radharani and Krsna??