Hare Krsna Maharaj,

Srila prabhupada ki  jay.

i have been in 5 years in KC, but have real trouble in arranging for prasadam. I dont have enough cooking skills or cook.

many times i have skipped meal as it was not prasad and slept empty or half stomach. this lead to inability to wake up at monring program and inability to perform work / devotion activities

my question : can my intiation  not be done if i have sincere reason of not able to get prasdam? even though i chant 16 rounds, follow 4 rules and read Books?

M/P - P-nut butter and Bananas!       Popcorn and p-nuts!     Hot milk!