Hare Krsna Gurudeva
Please accept my humble obeisances
All Glories to Srila Prabhupada
I will make a report every ekadasi, to be more regular in my comunication.
My sadhana this last week was difficult because it is my first week studying again (I was in holidays). I wanted to take less courses, but my parents didn't like the idea, so I have lot to do again.
Two days a week I arrive home 10.40pm. So this week is like a transition, it was weak in term of sadhana, but still 16 rounds and 4 reg.
MP - !!!!
At home they are very caring of me, but I am influenced by the ambiance aroung me. I feel the devotional creeper in my heart is affected, and it is very sad because even if my family is so nice, I feel their association makes me weaker,
M/P - Grrrrr! Try to improve, but even Krsna hankers for Vraja when He is in Mathura!
because when I am with devotees everything becomes easy.
The enthusiasm is there, but at home is like covered. And I become attracted to share the same activities with them, and my spiritual practices become "impractical".
M/P - If can keep 16/4 and full morning an evening program (even though simple) you are safe and you are giving them mercy!
I don't feel less attracted to be devotee, but I feel separation of being living with devotees. My brother is now devotee, and our relationship is very nice, but he need streng from me, and I dont' have much now.
I will endeavor better this week to make a good next report!!!
M/P - Bhaktin Natalia - Tigressa del Infierno! The Karmis run in terror and hide in their holes when she is there! She prowls her own house looking for Maya in the eyes of anyone to tear out their hearts and eat their brains!
In sankirtan: I was doing sankirtan with b.Maria, but with her books, so I don't kwon how many. I am doing less sankirtan, but still periodically I have the oportunity to go. My brother is also doing little everyday while coming back form the school. Now Maria and Yugala are in Bolivia, completly absorbed in sankirtan.
M/P!!!!!!!!
I will be more carefull with my sankirtan results in order to report them to you as a little service. I also can make a general report of the book I previously gave, to make a little offering to you ( promise for my next report!)
Hare Krsna Gurudeva
Your servant, b. Natalia
(can I write a little personal letter in order to ask a personal aspect about my futur plans?)
M/P - Yes, HpS looks at the Yahoo Disciple, Aspirant address each Thursday!