AGTSP PAMHO.
I am paul of the Parikrama, from Spain.

ASA - AGTSP   paoho.  For our readers let us note that we were on the Vraja-mandala Parikrama many years ago with Pablo from Spain who wrot this letter. He was a Green Beret in the Spanish military, tow truck driver. Married Vriginia and has a nice son, but he and Virginia are separated now. We hope they learn to resolve that problem and co-operate for the benefit of Varuna, their nice son!!!! Pablo (Paul) is very nice person.

I hope all do well in every way.
I have no time to write, not by chance but because I have lived and still live bad times. Everything is crossing my path and I am not responding to the task.
Now I'm trying to get out of the commitment that I was took with the the judges and many other nonsense.
I have spent almost a year without seeing Varuna and I hardly talk to me, I know he loves me but is very angry with me because I am not at her side ...
Here I am Maharaja, being silly. All I want is to walk and not looking back ... or go without looking.
I'm trying to get organized again, especially inside, but every day I have less faith in me ... I believe in Krsna Maharaja, I does not feel hatred with Krsna or the devotes, really, just that I'm not giving the size for these circumstances, I imagine that the sun will rise again for me, if I try.
Just want to tell you not to worry about me Maharaja, I know You do. Do not do it, please.
Now I know  is Imposible to see You this days, I hope will can see You in another time, and hope to have enough strength to go to see You without dying of shame in the attempt.
It's a shame that I has not written before.
At Your feet Maharaja.
Hare Krishna. 

ASA - Hey!  Wake up soldier!!!!     You got a human body and a lot of assets.  Main thing is who are your associates?   Do you have any or do you live alone in the woods?               When one reporter asked Srila Prabhupada ini Berkeley, San Francisco, in 1975, "What will happen to your movement when you die?", we heard from Srila Prabhupada's own lips, the reply that he would never die, he would live forever in his books.
So take Srila Prabhupada's association every day. Just open the book before you eat and read one page, one para graph!!
Report the results soldier!!

5.48AM R(9)!