Jay dear Gurudeva!
AGSP!! Please accept my humble obeisances onto Your lotus feet!
HpS> AGTSP pamho. I think they are not yet lotus feet, but we wash them regulary.
Long time since I´ve written to You..please forgive me for that! Hope you´re great, happy and w/ a good health. So many things to share w/ You. Well, last year during Your visit to Brazil,I´ve asked your blessings to come to Argentina..so here I´m in Buenos Aires. Since March 16th i´m living at the temple. Actually, what has make me come faster was a fact that a devotee got interested in meeting me, Prema Sindhu Caitanya das (JPS),so I decided to give it a shot and get to know him but it hasn´t work well, he´s good but not for me,we´re almost 3 months together trying it,but it was a bit stressful...I cut it off..better now than later,didn´t want to break any principle... I´ve got the realization mentioned on Sri Isopanisad about the 4 defects that a human being has, I´ve got it clear, we weren´t meant to be together.So I decided to move on and stick in my service. Anyway it´s a lesson that I´ve got to learn...
HpS> If we always keep these "Romeo and Juliet" storys in the association of many other devotees then we won't end up with a room full of dead people like Romeo and Juliet!!! So far, so goodlife´s here is great..I´m totally happy. I´ve met so many great devotees, they´re great,friendly, and warm and also some spiritual bothers and sisters, being associated w/ them it´s priceless. Right now in the ashrama we´re 6 madres...In my ashram few weeks ago arrived a nice devotee from Rusia.,who speaks perfect spanish...she´s been lived in Mendonza w/ her fiancee who´s a devotee and decided to experience the life in the temple.i´ve been trained by Madre Vrndavana Biharini,such a wonderful vaisnavi, an example to be followed. My daily activities are so sweet attending Gaura-Nitay, I´m in charge of the programm at 12.30 p.m, cooking/aratik/siesta..twice a week besides this service I also prepare the offering in the mornings and once a week in the afternoon...On Friday Radhika Madhavi dd (JPS) and I are in charge in doing the whole service from Mangal Aratik till Govinda, it´s such a sweet service...whenever duing the week it´s arriving Friday, we starting to to wonder what Our Lords would like to wear ...and how. it´s impressive how arcana-vigraha attains our mind and thoughts in Krsna. during the week also sometimes I got to replace madre Vrindavana dd and then I awake Gaura- Nitay offering bhoga/ and do the aratik.
Life here it´s great, great ,warm and friendly devotees, and many spiritual brothers and sisters,all of it it´s worth my experience here. Every Saturday morning we do harinama in the neighborhood,astonished!!!There´s also a Vaisnavi Programme here,last Saturday was my turn in giving the class. Few days ago prabhu Maha Hari das(temple´s president) and madre Gandarvika have given me a position(job) at the Naturaleza Divina´s boutique which it´s placed on the 2nd floor of the restaurant...it´s so charming and hype the place..have you ever got the photos?please let me know I can send them to you,ok! It isn´t everyday job but it´s so cool, I can preach for the clients...inform about the books, costums..and all the vaisnavas acessories.
Beloved Gurudeva...I feel that I find my space here..I´m very happy and fullfilled...but any of this wouldn´t be posible without You...thank You so much for all Your mercy and kindness.Well...I´ll be here for a quite while. actually .I´ll get my papers (Visa) to stay in Argentina. Hope in seeing You A.S.A.P! Take care Beloved Gurudeva! Hare Krsna!!
Your erternal servant, Radha Madan Manohara dd
HpS> One time we asked one Mataji, disciple, whether it was better to have a husband or a brother. She laughed and smiled and thought for a moment and said, "A brother". Yet, everyone is in different position. So main thing is to do what you are doing. Take Gaura Nitai as our Teachers, Supreme Spiritual Masters of all Spiritual Masters and engage with Them in the service of Radha and Madana-mohan in the associationof devotees. The happiness will expand more and more. The physical necescities will follow auto matically. When you put a flower garland on your body you don't have to put another one on your shawdow!!!
O.K. Abhiseka just called. 5.22PM/ We jhave to close the office, pack up, and go to the house. Then at 6PM BhVai class for Peru on Web Ex!!!!!!! See you soon!