AGTSP!!

Please accept mis mas humildes y respuetusas reverencias.

Dear Gurudeva, the human demonds are disturbing me, playing with me, braking my haeart, actually Im crying, because I always want to thing that people is good, but is always the same, deceptions, sudness, lonelyness. My relation mith my husband was broked in June, to much problems, I really feel better without him, but I need love dear Gurudeva, im full of love to all the people, but men are very very bad, only you and Krsna can save me of this suffer Im felling. CALM, everything is gonna be alright, I know, Im thinking next year go to India, if you go I would like to go with you, I want to walk always with your hand, I need your pretection and mercy, Excuse me Dear Gurudeva, I dont know if I have to talk with you about this kind of things, but I feel taht only you can help me, I feel so bad, so lonely....

Excuse me again Dear Gurudeva, I dont want to disturbe you with my emocional problems and necesities, I want Krsna send me a good devotee to married him, to help me in my espiritual life, I know Krsna is the best husband, Srila Prabhupada said that, yes, but I need more mercy to go this plataforme of pure love.

With all mY respect and devotion, Cristina.

JAYA SRILA PRABHUPADA! JAYA SRI KRSNA! RADHE RADHE!!! 

HpS -   Jaya!   AGTSP    pamho.     How it is 9.53PM.   Next letter was before this one.
Thank you very much for this letter.  I know one Mataji in Brazil, one in Chile and ...  who express the same problem. In the Bhagavatam, Srila Prabhupada explains that the Kali yuga is a hell for women, children, animals and old men.    We fall into categories 1 and 4.  We cannot expect good meditation environtmen, good Deity worship, nor good social situation.   Yet, we can expect very, very, very easy access to Krsna through HIs Holy Names.   So, we make it our first work to get up early and get our rounds done!

Even we don't get proper rest, still up early, clock across the room.   rinnnnngngngn!   turn on the light.  Drink a glass of water.  Sit up and don't stretch out.  Rounds good or bad we chant them.  And there is the result.    The whole rest of the day we get O.K. mind, O.K. view of the Deity and O.K. Social relations. Not great but enough to inspire that tiny spark in our hear to be bigger tommorrow, feeling the real association of Krsna and our return to our situation in the SPriitual world.
[Sannyasis can't hand in hand with Matajis.   Haw!   Ja!    Haw!]
We got a nice letter from Oscar.   He will send our third film soon!     Lord Caitanya had 3-1/2 intimate associates in this world.  Three were men, One-half was sister of one of them.  She never even came close or communicated with Lord but she was very close.   So, we can all associate with Prabhupada and other devotees from this platform of Japa, ISKCON.
Don't be afraid of chanting more rounds, but keep a fixed minimum.
How may a day will you chant until Gaura purnima?
You can talk with Candramukhi dd also.  She is Head Pujari in Wilson Temple!