My dear Maharaja,
Dandavat pranams. Jai Prabhupda.
During time of initiation, Srila Prabhupda gave you name "Hanumat-presak". You accepted that name with faith. Now, you must have accepted it so deeply that you will wake up in sleep when someone calls your name.
Based on CC Antya 4.193, Srila Prabhupda also instructed you to accept that your self is sat chid ananda and beyond the inert matter. He taught you that you (self) always belong to Krishna as you are His eternal ansh. This world is not yours and only Krishna is yours.
You may not realize above statements. You may not see the above truth. You also did not realize your name. You did not see your name as fact. Still, you accepted your name. Same way, you need to accept above statements of Srila Prabhupda - "You belong to Krishna and only Krishna is yours." Please don't have any IFs and BUTs and please accept these statements with faith.
Swami Ramsukhdasji says that you need to just accept these statements with faith. Realizations will automatically follow as these are eternal TRUTHS. That is beauty of bhakti. Krishna will take care of the rest and do not fear.
Based on CC Antya 4.193, I hope you accept above statements of Srila Prabhupda and teach the same to your disciples. I am puppet in the hands of Krishna. If you agree with me, please consider these statements coming from Jagat-guru Krishna Himself. If you don't agree with me, please consider me puppet in hands of maya and please forgive me.
This is my last email to you. Please forgive my offences. I don't have any to write further if we don't agree on the basics.
Your servant,
Gaurav Mittal

HpS - AGTSP   pamho.   Esteemed Puppet!      I answered most of these points in the previous letter. Yes, this is BG 4.35, but Srila Prabhupada did not give me the name Hanumatpresaka.   He gave me the name Hanumatpresaka Das.  And I alway hope to remain Das anu Das anu Das. Yes, we can see Krsna directly, but it is so, so, nice that even though he has no desire for fame one of Krsna's intimate servants has accepted me as his servant.

Jaya!  Sri Rama!        Jaya!     Sri Laksmana!      Jaya   Janaki Devi,  Ki Jaya!