DEAR GURUDEVA

13 years, 10 months ago by Susana

DEAR GURUDEVA,

PAMHO, AGTSP!, AGTHPS!!,

THIS DAYS I AM SICK LIKE A RAT, LIKE WHEN YOU LEFT LAST YEAR,
THE DEVOTEES SAY IT IS BECAUSE YOU WILL GIVE ME INICIATION THAT I
AM GETTING PURIFICATION.
I SEE MOST OF THE TIME YOU DO NOT WANT TO BE SERVED AT ALL, YOU ARE SO HUMBLE...
WHEN I SEE OTHER DISCIPLES SERVE THEIR GURUS I FEEL ASHAMED THAT YOU DO NOT
RECEIVE SAME TREATMENT.

WOULD YOU BE SO KIND TO HELP ME TO SERVE YOU IN A WAY THAT IS CORRECT AND PLEASING TO YOU?
I WOULD LIKE TO BECOME HELPFUL.
YOU ARE VERY IMPORTANT TO ME, AND I FEEL TRULLY UNQUALIFIED TO DEAL WITH YOU, PLEASE KINDLY
ASSIST ME.
HARE KRSNA,
YOUR SERVANT BHAKTIN SUSANA

Esteemed Bhakta Susan.
HARE KRSNA. AGTSP.  pamho.  It is nice to see and talk with you daily and to also get the chance to write e-mail to you.
Yes, service is personal, no?   Some "Gurus" are Ksatriya natures, like to organize devotees, be involved in adminstration, others like a retired, introspective life.  So, we have to understand the mood of our Guru, devotees, people, and serve them according to their nature, no?
Honestly we are very happy with your service, solicitudes, and only hope that we can reciprocate more and more.

I've heard that one very big book distributor asked Srila Prabhupada during the Christmas Marathon, what was the most intimate service he could do for Prabhupada, and Srila Prabhupada wrote back, that to chant 16-nice rounds daily and follow the 4-principles strictly his whole life was the most intimate service.
See you in a few hours.


(We are looking for some multi-strand, synthetic, fishing line to restring out Japa bead, however, but it is not a rush.  They are strung but really loose.)
AgtSP    pamho. 

Ur servant, Hanumatpresaka Swami