hare krsna esteemed maharaj,
agstsp, pamho, how  is your donkey?
hope most of things are fine at ur end...
this stattement realized we are faith less rascal..

"once all villagers decided to pray for rain, on  the day of prayer people gathered, but only one boy came up with umbrella."

You instructed the morning program and japa will help us , though intellectually we are able to understand it and some times see that it works. over faith for these two thigns seems to be very weak.

hwo to build  our faith over this process , which so nice and base of our krsna consciouness.
 we think we have strong faith over two thngs. god exists and he loves us the most. we are curious to understand that why is that we faith on god but not on the process. even though intellectually mor eor less convinvced that we need to follow instructions of parampara..

faith less dog
 

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