All Glories To Srila Prabhupada!

All Glories To Sri Guru and Gauranga!

Please accept my humble obeisances.

Dear gurudev,

Yesterday I read the response of my Vyasa Puja offering and is so liberating feel that I can be as honest as I can and receving so merciful answer from You. Thank You a lot!  The situation with my son and his mother is very complicated. They are fine but in the middle there is a lot of drama and novel situations. In resume I want to take care and raise my son but she don´t want me as his father. What happens in the middle? Whe know about the prengancy after finishing our couple relation. And after that she sent me an e-mail telling me that I´m gonna be father but after that she denied me any personal or indirect contact. The baby is about to born and I still don´t know where or when, she don´t want to tell me. I´m with lawyers and all that trying to give him my costudy so that I can see him and give him all the needs: money, health care, visit days. When I tried to talk with her in person she don´t want to talk, even if I always be comprehensive and patient, I was never violent or pressure trying to understand her. But she stills insist in have this position. Now I´m expecting and trying to have hope that when my son born she will be quiet and start to comprehend that the baby needs his mother and his father.

I´m trying not to judge her or being offensive, we all have traumas to resolve and if Krishna wants her to be the mother of my son is because she is special. Uff Krishna is teaching me a lot and I´m trying to learn. Thanks to devotees, family and You I´m passing through this pretty well, with anxiety but trying to comprehend the things better. I´m experimentig very directly what happens when one is situated in the mode of ignorance and I want start to develop more goodness with sincerity and stop suffering this kind of things just for being like an animal. And I´m realizing that the external situation can be a chaos but inside us everything can be expierenced very pacefuly when whe ask Krishna for comprehension.  Well this is the resume, there are a lot of things more but I think that is not necessary I know that You can comprehend the essence of the situation behind the words. Sorry for the extension of the letter and Thank You a lot again. Please accept my apologies if there any offense in this letter, I´m a diplomated donkey.  At Your service.

Jagadananda Pandit das.

HpS - ASA   ---  Jaya Srila Prabhupada.     Yeah, keep trying to work on the problem personally, but really it seems that any real solution is going to require Krsna's action. So, Hmmmm,   what does He want?
Awaiting the next episode of the never ending tele-novela of Jagad Pandita Das the Neo-Metropolitano!